i will be implementing my 2nd session tml for my iep(fyp) project. i have a mixed feeling about it.. anxious and duno how to describe it.. haiZ.. am i feeling insecure and inconfident of myself this time round?
our 1st round was not bad though we were so worried and were assessed by our advisor.. considered lucky =)
anyway i just played with my baby just now... he's getting so fat now.. put on soo much weight.. decided not to put too much food in his bowl.. hehe.. hope to prevent him from becoming overweight.. =P
just felt that my life seems to be so meaningless.. i duno why.. i am just rushing my project continously days, months and yrs already... now i need to start searching for a job soon and will be applying for my degree programme too.. i am already feeling the stress about my future now..
just got in touch with my ech senior lately.. glad tat she's getting on fine.. it seems that she's got some plans for her future...tat's good.. hMM.. as for me.. hope i can get my answer soon..
i am going to sleep soon.. nite to all!
Sunday, March 28, 2004
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
my liTTle tOts..
does time proves love in a relationship? i really duno or rather i doubt so. would having a long relation meaning a stabililty in relationship and getting married at the other end? if no, den what really proves the love for each other as i pondered... love is so fragile tat no matter how carefully u holds in your hands or how long u been with it.. it may end up breaking.. why is tat so?
after been thru much ups and downs in relations... i guessed each relation had made me become wiser and more careful in choosing my partner... i still believed in this phrase: "always choose the one whom u cant live without, rather than the one you can live with."
in a relation, does love actually comprises of all the determination, understanding, care etc? or does love and all the other elements adds up to maintaining a relationship? many of us have different views on love and different definition..
are gals of my age getting more practical in life as we no longer pursue only fun and interesting moments in life with our partners? we are looking into a future with our partners where we work towards the aim of settling down, getting a flat and having a family of our own. but how much does the guys know that we have not changed at all but we are in a different phrase of life. we have needs which differs from the past already- we need sense of security in our future together.
i will be out in the field in a month time, i believes that i would have reached another developmental stage as i continue to pursue my studies and continously upgrading myself. i hope to be an independent woman where no matter wad happens in life, be it failure in relation or marriage, i would have something to fall on as i depend on myself to live on.
First learn to believe in yourself, only then you will believe in others.
after been thru much ups and downs in relations... i guessed each relation had made me become wiser and more careful in choosing my partner... i still believed in this phrase: "always choose the one whom u cant live without, rather than the one you can live with."
in a relation, does love actually comprises of all the determination, understanding, care etc? or does love and all the other elements adds up to maintaining a relationship? many of us have different views on love and different definition..
are gals of my age getting more practical in life as we no longer pursue only fun and interesting moments in life with our partners? we are looking into a future with our partners where we work towards the aim of settling down, getting a flat and having a family of our own. but how much does the guys know that we have not changed at all but we are in a different phrase of life. we have needs which differs from the past already- we need sense of security in our future together.
i will be out in the field in a month time, i believes that i would have reached another developmental stage as i continue to pursue my studies and continously upgrading myself. i hope to be an independent woman where no matter wad happens in life, be it failure in relation or marriage, i would have something to fall on as i depend on myself to live on.
First learn to believe in yourself, only then you will believe in others.
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
Friday, March 12, 2004
Busy~ Busy! buZZzzz
it has been a long time since i blog again.. today i shall update about my recent life... my days had been plain and boring with just my assignments... assignments.. been busy making puppet boxes for my FYP puppet play project.. getting tired of it though we had not implement it..
i have got a new member in my family! haha.. those who know me well would get a good laugh! hahA! i have got myself a baby winter white dwarf hamster! its about 1 month old already.. i named it 'baby'.
y did i suddenly wana get a hamster as i was always so afraid of animals? i guessed i needed something to spice up my life.. there was a day when i suddenly felt so empty in life n was so tired of it... i wanted something new..
i accompanied my dear to his fish shop as usual and i was staring at this baby hamster.. i was literally staring at it for more den an hour.. having the feeling to own this cute baby... it was struggling inside me whether i should purchase it anot... in the end, i did not buy as i was afraid i would not be prepared to look after it and handled as i had the phobia of animals..
for few days, i read up lots of info on them and joined forums to find out more.. to learn more about them..hehe.. finally got it!
hope to take good care of it! =)
i have got a new member in my family! haha.. those who know me well would get a good laugh! hahA! i have got myself a baby winter white dwarf hamster! its about 1 month old already.. i named it 'baby'.
y did i suddenly wana get a hamster as i was always so afraid of animals? i guessed i needed something to spice up my life.. there was a day when i suddenly felt so empty in life n was so tired of it... i wanted something new..
i accompanied my dear to his fish shop as usual and i was staring at this baby hamster.. i was literally staring at it for more den an hour.. having the feeling to own this cute baby... it was struggling inside me whether i should purchase it anot... in the end, i did not buy as i was afraid i would not be prepared to look after it and handled as i had the phobia of animals..
for few days, i read up lots of info on them and joined forums to find out more.. to learn more about them..hehe.. finally got it!
hope to take good care of it! =)
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