Sunday, June 27, 2004

feeliNg frustrated

i am so upset and frustrated right now.. i just reached home and my parents had a quarrel just becos of their stupid personal belongings.... i lost my voice and i am feeling bad enuff.. having to face their nonsense makes me worse.. i am feeling bad and duno wad to do now.. feeling so helpless and tearing in my room right now.. how i hate it.. i should not have return home at all to face all these rubbish at home.. hate all this.. hate them and hate this family!!!!!!

Saturday, June 26, 2004

oHHhh.. mUte!!??

i have lost my voice totally.. siGh.. just one week after i started teaching.. wad to do.. the children are all down with flu and fever... i am so weak.. think my health is deteriorating at this rate i am going.. better take the flu vaccine soon..
glad tat i would be receiving my 1st pay soon though it is very little.. hope to clear my bills and get something nice for my dear as its our 2 yrs anniversary! =)

Monday, June 21, 2004

my off day..

here i am again! duno what to write. duno what to do. today is my off day but duno how to spend my day, feels tired and bored. tonight my dear be going genting again =( w/o me this time round! which means i wun be seeing him for few days.
anyway, i be lazy to blog from now as i would be working.. tired i guessed..
just feeling angry and upset now, tat stupid guy owe me money but cant contact him at all.. gt guts to borrow $ from me but no guts to contact me.. shit him! i am SOoo broke noW.. haiZ.. caNt do anythiNg right noW... hoW hoW hoW?

Sunday, June 13, 2004

what does my name says???

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AAccurate
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Saturday, June 12, 2004

what is your heart REALLY made of??

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hey~ i am baq!

i am back from my Genting trip with dear! this trip was much more fun as the weather was clear and we bought the outdoor theme park 2 days pass- played until crazy! haha! i played the Corkscrew (roller coaster- that speeds and spins up to a height of 90 feet above the ground), Space Shot (brings me up to height 185 feet up in the air and drops me down at the speed of 67km/hr) can u imagine that? it was just like commiting suicide.. scary~ haha... anyway it was fun n thrilling.. we took many other rides that was soo fun! think one of the most happening thing was my slipper broke free when i was at the DinosaurLand there~ got to tie it with my hair rubberband to the base.. so pathetic and fumbled my way back to the shoe store to buy a new pair... but bought the wrong size.. i bought another pair on my last day as my feet were screaming out loud for help! haha!

we went to the haunted adventure... it was scary.. lucky i din went in with my buddies tat time..think they would be scared to death.. the effects and those 'ghosts' suddenly appeared! wahahaa! but there was a few of us who walked in together- not so bad afterall~ and we went to the ripley's believe it or not~ it was okie and some of the things i had already seen when we went to HK one..

it was also coincidence that we met with Jolin Promo Tour. it was on the 2nd day of our trip. we managed to get hold of her tickets and we went to the conventional hall to see her. she sang and danced as the fans cheered her on. some of them even bought her CDs immediately just to get her autograph. but too bad that we had to leave about 10-15 mins after she appeared as i felt like vomitting. think its due to the dinner that we had taken at the sushi restaurant. before we could reach our hotel room, i rushed out at one of the level and vommitted at the bin... yucks~ tat feeling was terrible.. i only remembered i vomitted 3 times that night and was unable to slp well.. haIz~

the hotel was worse than we imagine but it was okie as we adapted quite fast to it. there was no refrigerator or electric kettle but got water boiler outside the room though. the toilet was smaller than our chalet's one.. can only fit in one me. so sad.. but the worse part was the cupboard or rather should be call shelves... they were dusty! are the cleaners doing their job? duStY? means noone has been using their shelves and the hangers??!!?? their tv screen size was almost the same size as my pc monitor at home~ so small...anyway i was quite worried and scared to use their things.. abit paranoid though.. hehe~ but nvm lah.. we only spent the nights and showering there... most of the time not in the hotel too...

i was quite upset as i could not get to KL.. we wanted to go but it turned out to be so eX~ RM65 to get there by cab.. means abt $30+ singapore dollars.. can tour singapore already... my bro went few days ago and they only charge RM45... duno if its becos we went peak period... anyway we shopped around..

on the last day.. i was sOO blur.. supposed to check out at 12.00.. i tot was 12.30.. we left our hotel room at 12.10.. and saw the notice tat we would be fined for late check-out~ RM75.... worried if we had enough to pay the fines anot but lucky they din say anything.. i tot our bus were leaving at 2.30 and gt to reach bus terminal by 2.00. in the end.. when we checked the tickets.. it was printed 2.00pm.. means we gt to reach the terminal at 1.30 instead! haha.. so we did not have time to shop around for dear's things... so soRRy dear.. :( but we had fun right? haha!

think that's all for our 3 days 2 nights Genting trip.. too much to say but cant say everything out here.. hehe! tk care... btw, my pics gallery have been uploaded with our pics already~ enjoY!

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

tk care peeps

went to hospital to visit my buddy.. glad to noe that she's alright.. tk care hor!

tml i will be going to genting~ hope i can get to play with the rides! hehe! but got to keep my fingers crossed regarding the hotel i'll be staying~ cos received negative feedback abt it though... hehe! but abit sianz abt the 6 hrs bus ride.. sooo long.. going to heat up my bum.. hahaa

but i am broke now after spending 40 bucks at the doctor clinic~ =( so ex.. gt to save up for my degree cos too~ must learn to be more thrifty but all my bills are weighing me down~ haIz.. hope to clear all soon!

anyway.. tk care everyone! will be back with more pics and more interesting events! =)

everyone seems to have fallen sick~ siGh~

i have been doing nothing constructive the whole day... just went to sch to collect my assignments n went home...

was shocked to hear that my buddy had landed in hospital.. hope she gets well soon.. and hope all of them will be better.. was a bit sad to hear that they have fallen sick~ abit heartpain though..

buddy if u happen to pass by--> just hope u will take good care of your health.. we still have a long way to go ahead of us.. and also to the rest of u too!

think i myself not getting any better too~ abit not myself though..

hope to get out of this place & enjoy myself thoroughly!
but worry for all my buddies~ tk care hor while i am away~ i will be back to join u soon! => haNg on There!

Monday, June 07, 2004

haRRy poRter!

went to watch harry porter with my great pals- my sec sch guys! they are such fun people who drives all my worries away! haha.. really glad to have known them.. but today gathering was for vincent.. he's going to enlist for army on 10th june.. HmmZ.. i was abit moody though.. i am going to miss them definitely.. miss those great time with them.. miss those catching up with them.. but its really nt a gd feeling, having to see my frenz going NS one-by-one.. and i am left outside.. working n studying.. there would be lesser nite outings in future too.. haIZ..

anyway.. i was not abit interested in this show at all.. "harry porter" seems to turn me off a little.. but anyway i went ahead.. to give vincent 'face' too! haha.. but it turned out not bad afterall.. this seem to be more funny n interesting than the previous two... we had pizza after tat.. really full.. two of them had to leave early as they gt to book in camp.. the rest of us had a little chat session before we left...

my heart seems to be carrying a heavy rock.. work work.. cant imagine.. now when i fill in forms.. my occupation would no longer be 'student' but 'early childhood educator' instead! haha.. BIG changes in my life.. i have GROWN UP really and is into ADULTHOOD... the word 'adult' & 'teacher caroline' makes me sounds old~ =P old le old le...

Saturday, June 05, 2004

tiring day..

i was supposed to go buy some hammy stuffs for my baby.. but who knows.. my dear's car tyre puncture! so *suay* we got his dad's help to change the tyre and we gt to find a car shop to repair the punctured tyre and get everything done with the car. we managed to find one but waited for such a long time. we met a car insurance agent who kept talking to us as he had also sent his car for repairs.. but we weren't interested at all! haha.. so bad of us.. anyway.. we were quite angry with the shop ppl.. felt cheated.. though we do not really know the market price.. initially he quoted $75 which we felt a bit steep but no choice.. in the end, he charged us $85 cos he change duno wad valve... i was definitely fuming mad.. quoting us diff prices when things were done.. think he saw i was unhappy with it and he quoted $80 instead.. i was broke.. left with few dollars only..

it was quite late when we headed to serangoon north to buy my hammy stuffs.. i spent quite abit on his beddings, food, bath sand etc.. after that we went to IKEA to eat.. hehe.. my fav spagetti! haha.. my dear owed me one for eating all of it the previous time *delicious* =P we ordered 2 spagetti and 4 wings.. greedy hor! haha.. after which, we bought the hotdog meal with the drink and one ice-cream! *yummY* haha.. definitely great appetites!

anyway think we were too tired with the tyre puncture thingy tat we felt lethergic and headed home immediately.. now i am watching duno wad ghost show.. gt the 'gu tian le' haha.. he sure looks boyish at tat time... haha.. i going off to enjoy this stupid show already... bye peeps!

*quite excited abt going to Genting again with my dear before i starts work..hehe! but sad sia.. work work.. but nvm.. enjoy myself first before i gt to start slogging again* =P