You are Woodstock! Which Peanuts Character are You?

thanks for all ur concerns~ my hammy is alright. he just had an eye infection which cost me $32 (reasonable pricing though). His eyes are clear now!! no worries!!

my graduation concert is finally over!! whether its gd or bad, its just over!! hurray!! my principal said my children had done well which i doubt so =P but they should be the happiest as they do not need to practise anymore which we have been practising practically everyday for the past 2 mths.. boring~~ siGh~

but i am down with flu again.. arGh~~ my nose and ears are blocked, hardly can hear.. breathing thru my mouth only...hope i get better if not i have to 'donate' to the doc again *broke broke* & with 3 & more birthdays to go!!! waHaha!!!

i am feeling so upset now.. my poor hammy is sick.. his eye is swollen and cant open.. i am so scare.. afraid tat he might be dying cos he is more than a yr old and a hamster lifespan is about 18 months.. the shop owner told me maybe his days are nearing and the doc might ask me to put him to slp if he's suffering.. a life that we are talking about although its a small animal but he's there everyday...i brought him home, gave him a home and got lots of toys for him, afraid that he might be lonely as he's alone..

he is a significance of my memories in life, the days i went through, those people who have appear and gradually being missed out of my life.. the path i have chosen and walked through till now...

suddenly i felt that death is so near to us. i was reminded of my granny, how i have lost her... i am so afraid to lose my baby too.. dear told me that keeping a pet is like that moreover a hamster life is only 2 yrs.. so fast 2 yrs is reaching... although it might just be an infection to comfort myself but i know very well that he will be leaving me soon... very soon..

hope he will be alright as i'll bring him to the vet tml.. pls bless him..

Your Seduction Style: Prized Object

The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get.You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them.The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase. You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away.You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance.Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't! You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors. Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor. You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

i have just attended my vice-principal wedding dinner on Sunday which was held at Furama City Center. It was a simple afffair with about 20 tables. I was banging my head what to wear for her wedding as i heard that most of them will be in formal wear which i dun't think so. I think i am overdressed but its alright as i enjoyed myself to the food! wahhaa~ sinned again! (no wonder we are buddies, u-know-who-u-are =P)

didn't manage to take any photos of the wedding as you know, aunties lar! they dun wanna take photos so i am left out, feeling so OLD.. I am only 21, mind you!

i managed to reach home before 12, thanks to my colleague's husband! if not, i might be home around 1+ if i took public transport which i don't think i would =P


noone took pics with me, so only pics of me =(
smile again!


I am considering to get a DC, torn between Panasonic FX8 or Casio Exilim Z500 or Canon IXUS55. any recommendations are most welcome!

Just came back from a conference with my lecturer about my research paper.. I felt so demoralize as it seems to be getting nowhere!

with these tight schedules, dun think I'll be able to enjoy my Christmas and new year holidays,

Dec 05- graduation concert & research implementation
Jan 06- Project review paper
Feb- collate & analyze data
Mar- research draft
Apr- paper submission

seriously, I need a good break with spare cash on hand so that I can go shopping!! haha.. Looking forward to it!! Hurray!!

some imaginary treat for myself to get moving! Cheers!

i am getting fatter!! arGh!!! went for a Hari Raya visit at Nadia's place (dear's colleague), i ate lots of food while they keep chatting about their work which is all about chemical terms which i dun understand at all! so i entertained myself by helping to the food on the table.. seriously i was constantly eating since we arrived till we left.. his colleagues were nice people, very friendly though we were shy initially.. i was too tired or rather too full to travel all the way down to JP from CCK.. so we flagged a cab and dropped dear at his place before i head over to lx's place..

as usual i was the last one to arrive, they were busy helping out with lx's concert prop and i joined in. lx's mum prepared all the food stuffs for us as we were busy. upon completion, we had steamboat where we chatted and laughed at sihui's lame jokes, she seems to have got drunk even without a drop of alchohol!! wahaha.. really lame and we couldn't stop laughing.. we kept eating till we finished the steamboat and lx's mum brought out a hot plate and we continued with bacon and chicken.. imagine how much food we had!!

then i went over to railway mall to have a drink with dear, tonton, jinhuang & hansen.. it was a quick one as we rushed over to WM to catch a movie.. i only had a few sips and dear finished it all when i was in the toilet.. arGh!!! long time since we had a drink.. anyway went to catch the show, Tom Yum Goong, a Thai show.. i almost fell asleep.. there was totally no storylinel.. only went on fighting and fighting, only in search for 2 elephants.. *jaws dropped* a lil lame and stupid show.. dun catch it unless you have the spare cash or nt to do at all.. i wanna watach Sky High! might be lame but definitely better than this Tom Yum show!

i drop dead immediately when we went back to dear's place.. slept through the morning till 1pm++.. and here i am.. blogging.. hehe! =P

i can feel the fat(ness) around my waist.. pls someone out there.. help me to lose weight!!! else i wun be able to fit into the dress for my vice-principal's wedding dinner!! help!! lose weight lose weight!!

long time since i last blog.. did i mention that dear and i have got ourselves two new hammy? yeAh! we named them nikki and nisha.. they are so adorable although nikki is more aggressive and i managed to bring nisha out of her house to play! yAy! felt some kinda achievement in me! blEahz! =P

we spent alot of $$ this month and its only like 6th of nov.. we still left 24 days to go.. think we got to live on bread for the rest of this month.. sobZ soBz!

but we are very happy with our new love, Nikki & Nisha.. i miss them loads though i just met them few hours ago.. we bought them lots of toys and accessories.. especially dear spent a fotune just on their beddings.. wad pampered hammy they are! envy them!!

hhee! really must learn to save up if not how to survive.. i still got a wedding dinner to attend next week.. i'm sooo broke!!

miss my nikki & nisha so much.. & not to forget my dear too! muackz muackz!

I am down with flu (influenza) again..
i've been unwell the past week, took medication & thought things would turn better..
but had fever when i woke up this morning.. =(
Doc asked me to monitor my condition, afraid that it would be an internal infection...
spent almost $50!!!

Haiz.. my income is always donated to the doctors!
Help!! i seriously need to look for a friend who is a doctor so that i can get discount! blEahZ!
Gt to go.. feeling drowsy.. seeing stars..

sorry for not updating my blog for quite some time already.
i am currently busy with my work, reports, graduation concerts at these moments. alot of things on hand which i have not touched at all.

anyway i have just been to the zoo last weekend~ haha! to relax myself as well as a mini catchup with my friend tonton who has enlisted on 7th oct.
i am lazy to post the pics here and thus the link here.

tk care friends!
and thanks for ppl who have shown me care over the last few posts where i have been feeling down.. cheers!

I have been feeling lousy these few weeks, have not been my usual self and things happen unexpectedly over the weekends. alot of things went through my mind; thinking back on these few years and my personal growth.

I do not know why but i am getting tired of things around me. There are many things which i want to let go, in search of my own self. What do i want in life, what am i going to do and will my life continue to be like this? i do not know.

I even have the urge of handling in my resignation letter, i am not happy nor satisfied at all. My heart is feeling so heavy and down, i wish to leave this job in search of another one, not sure whether it will be in this field anot. There are so many things i wish to find out for the answers as my heart is telling me to go ahead and do what i want but my mind is being logical that i cannot do all these cause i will have to face a serious consequence in future.

Dear, i am sorry for everything, for hurting you, for causing the misery in you, for breaking your heart again. Jus wanna let you know that i have lost myself too at this point of time, hope that i would get myself back again and stand up to walk towards the future. I wun give up and is willing to give it a try again although we do not know the outcome. Loveya...