stIll sick..sianZ

haIz.. i am still sick now.. been sick for the past 2 days.. no time to see doctor man~ busy wif my assignments form day to night.. how i wish i can take a rest.. when i just got home after assignment discussion.. i am into another project again at home.. got to do it fast as my members seems to be doing it fast.. strEssed.. arGGhh... got tO slp.. tml got long day lessOn and will be meetINg my pri sch frenz! dunO how much they aLL hab changEd! on the lookouT for surpRise!

feelINg sick.. =(

not feeling very well.. was very tired today as i did not had a gd slp last night.. had a whole day of lesson..felt lethergic.. when i reached home.. i felt feverish and got slight flu.. sianz.. cant afford to fall sick now.. got loads of assignments waiting for me.. i am fully booked for this 2 weeks!! so busy schedule siaZ... gtg to slp soon.. afraid i will be sick.. need to pop some medicine~ stay healthy!

Busy daY~~

finaLLy one of mY new yR daY is sOo busY.. haha..sounDS so paThetic.. weLL today was supposed To meeT uP my friends to do assIgnMents.. BUt in the end, i was busY visiting my friends, relativES and had a small gatherinG with my aunt, uncle and cousinS...
my dear and i went to York Hotel to meet them up for hi-tea. i was expecting to meet my cousin's gf but she was busy and cant make it... quite disappointed.... the hi-tea was so-so only.. last time it was much more nicer and varieties.. buT that was more than 5 yrs ago.. things have changed.. economy was also bad.. thuS the chanGe.. my couSin is goinG in NS on weDnesdaY.. hoW time flies.. all Of us had growN up Now... anD i am goinG to be a fuLL-pledGed teachEr in a few months time.. *worried*
wenT to MinglI's house to baI niaN and my dear they all played blacK jack.. won quite a sum oF money.. i reachEd home and entertAined my relatives for a while and was off again...
i met some oF my sec scH friends anD played cards again... i won $7 in about 1 hr.. not so bad overall.. been losing some money here and there for the past few days...lucKy daY~~ hehe..
noW back to settlE my indiviDual assiGnment for tml for submiTioN... sO tired Now.. gtg to slP after readinG the thinGS my grp membErs had donE...feLt abit bAd foR leavINg them alone.. well.. bu expected this as it is just the 4th day of new year.. sure to have programmes goinG on.. dunNO y theY dun haB.. haiZ.. gD nite.. tml need to go for make-up lessoN~ so latE..

roTTing..

here i am.. still rotting in the afternoon.. still wondering if wanna go my uncle's place.. i am so moody n tired.. slept at 5 plus yesterday and woke up ard 9 plus..i was just like an idiot waiting for someone... but to realise that he was out there with others, enjoying himself... and i was there in bed.. waited for 5 hrs.. why...
i dun wish or feel like doing anything today.. two of my cousins wun be there.. it would be so sianz.. my bro also dun wanna go.. how? how? how? maybe stay at home to do my assignment... due on monday... boring.. why am i so bored.. feeling upset during chn new yr period.. aren't i supposed to be happy and enjoy this festive season.. what am i doing? what is happening to me??? haIz.. mY heart is scReAMing out louD in my hEart... yeT tearINg quietLy...
where were u when i needed u.. i just wanted someone by my side but u were not here with me.. u din give a damn when i gave u so many calls and sms.. u just din bother to care so much..

super duper boring on 2nd day of new yr.. siaNz!

so boring.. i am back home at 11pm... my whole family is super boring one leh.. i tink wad my cousin said wad right... they always say new year only once a year but yet all wanna go home at 10... we just started the game around 8 to 9 plus... so bored.. i had nowhere to go.. my dear also like not wanting to meet me.. sianz.. leave me alone to go home rot and so am i here... rotting... tomorrow going to my uncle place.. dun feel like going cos most of my cousin would not be there.. den wad for i go.. rot again? SIANZ! now i am just wait to get tired and sleep.. just rot n rot n rot.. CAn someOne pls inJect somE fUn into my liFe??!!! haiZ...

happY new Yr tO aLL!

I just reached home from my cousin's place... we played monopoly and cards... it was so bored.. my cousin even claimed that the whole family is sooo boring which made all of us laughed~ i tink i am super down on my luck cos of "it", i lose monopoly and even $2 in cards where we played only 10 cents.. buay tahan.. juz too bad..
so tired now.. tomorrow will be a busy day, "entertaining" those adults.. sianZ.. we caN only watchEd tv.. play gamEs and roT!!!
super Tired noW... gd niTe.. hopE my luck would be better tomoorw! wiSh me the best.. hehe!
happY new yr tO all and good health to aLL! haB a blessfUl n smooth-saiLing yR! Hope can collect lots of anG baos and giVe me some! =P

buzzzzziE~~~

jUz sooo busY with aLL the make-up lessoNS I had todaY... was quiTe tireD buT was happY to geT my 'ba gua' frOm my frienD, Linxian! hehe.. got somethinG to chEw at lasT.. be gettinG another pomelO again!! wooH.. seemS to be liKE christmaS.. xchangIng new yr 'giFts'? haha.. buT noT bad laH.. They r juSt too niCe ppl.. glAd to hab knowN theM or eLse i be stArving!
i cant staY onlinE too lonG todaY cos i still got to study foR tml's quiZ~ siAnz.. gOt to stUdy... Hope i bE abLe ot finiSh it fasT and undersTand weLL...
i had juSt helpeD my deaR to dyE his hair.. hE's still waiTing foR the develOPing timE... hOpe it turNs out weLL or i wiLL receive An earfuL froM hiM =P! wannA looK nice Nice on chN New yeaR daY~ vaIn vaIN~~ buT as lonG as hE likes it, iTs gooD! i aM so hunGry noW.. havE not takEn dinner yeT.. waiT~~~ waiT~~ got to wait for him! arGghh.. starVing! huRRy uP!
i wAs abiT upset thiS morninG.. on my waY to schooL.. i saw an civic ambuLance and two men trying to help aN old maN inTo the amBulance... thE old maN looked so fraiL anD helpLess.. gueSSed he musT havE hate himseLf for beinG a burdEn to otheRs... haiZ.. i better take good care of myself.. my familY hEalth historY iS super loNg anD negaTive... wiTh high blooD pressure.. cancer... diabetics... and the liSt goes on.. buT anyway i will definitely get high blood pressure as it runs in the famIly... juZ hope dun geT it sO sooN.. i stIll wanna enjoY lifE witH all The good food n tHings to dO! hOpe i wiLL start tO exerCise sooN anD mosT imptly.. duN alwayS dream of iT in mY sleeP onlY! exeRcise.. exercise! stiLL blOg agaIN wheN i havE time.. gOt to studY.. stUdy... i aM a hardwoRking gaL! =P

BugIs!!

i was at buGis this whoLle afternoon till now.. so tired... it was quite crowded as we went around looking for just a parking lot... anD hard to imagINe tat we spenT 1hr just to Find it! sO we went around in buGis villAge and shopped for mY bro's clothes.. in the end. hE managed to get a shiRt and 2 t-shiRts... hOpe he likeS it! buT i did not Get anyThing foR myselF.. humPh! =( saw alot of nice cloThes buT did noT get a Chance to touch them... haIz.. so saD n disaPPointed..
anYyway we met my mum and godma later in the evenINg... we walked in OG bugiS and i met one of my frenz, dawn there... we walked till quite late ard 10++ and reached home noT long agO.. thanKs to my deAR for fetChing us around.. buT feLt abiT bad coS sort of negLect hiM... LuckIly my bro was ard to accompany him anD chat with Him.. sO tired noW... tomolo stIll got clAss in the morninG.. and bLur me.. forgotten to bring mY casetTE tape whiCh i need tO hand tO my teachER.. goT to wastE $$ to buy anoTher one again.. siAnz! bluR me.... goT to slP.. nIte!

nice or bad day? haiZ...

why r some people so unsensible and unresonable to put the blame on others and thinks that they r always the right one... i hate people like that when they just vent angers to others without reason and it doesn't stop there... just hate the feeling of being a anger-trash can where they just throw their anger on others.... but of cos.. i dun hate him... becos of who he is... i duno who to blame or what i can really do.. just hate that feeling...
today was actually a nice day as i managed to spent time with my mum and godma... i helped them to dye their hair as new year is approaching soon.. but they were quite disappointed cos the colour which the salesgal had picked did not turned out well.. i guessed it was not gold enough... we went to eat and spent some time walking around to get the atmosphere of new year occasion.. but duno why.. as i grow older.. new year was no longer a so-happy occasion already.. yet it seems to be chore now... but anyway just be gald tat i still can receive ang-baos now.. hehe!
i managed to do-up the list of childcare centres for my ampyc project... finallY.. i have dragged it enough thru last night... supposed to be done by yesterday but i guessed i have totally placed it at the back of my mind... duno why but i suddenly remembers it..
new year is approaching in a few days time.. yet i have not paint my room nor pack it... oH goD! i am going to have a busy time on wednesday...having to clear all my "treasures"! hehe..
dun think too much first.. tommorrow shall go out with my bro to get his new year clothes! hope to enjoy 1st! muaCkz!

changes n changes in life...

today was a short day in school from 9 to 1pm only.... did not know where to go after school... den decided to go dental clinic with my buddy.. haaha.. it has been a very long time since i went dentist... i guess abt 6-7 yrs after pri school.. but spent quite a bomb on it too.. $90!! hohoHo... brokE liaO... i am already poor even b4 new year.. hehe.. but it was quite painful loH.. i was likE want to screAm but canT.. oh yAh.. i was so surprised with the technology there.... the dentist was able to show me my teeth using a scope and showed it on a lcd screen.. waH.. firsT time i see so clearlY of my teeth froM the inside..
i bought new yr clothes and some barang barang too... but my parents say my cloThes not niCE.. oHH... *so sad*... my bro said noT bad but Maybe he did noT wan to add On my agony... hehe.. my deAr shaked his head toO when he first saw It.. haIz... anyway.. i bought a small pouch for myself and a tissue holder cum coin purse for my aunt toO.. hopE she will Like it!
i had a long journey home from bt merah central... and took the same bus few yrs back when i was working at WOS there... on my journey back, i realised that alot of things had changed... the buildings and environment.. some had more buildings and others were demolished... there were so many constructions going on to make way for new buildings.. i guessed i have changed too after 3yrs... the bestway which i used to work at was closed down too.. a new department store Ck was opened nearby... some shops were still there while some had moved or even new shops had opened... but luckily, my fav beancurd stall was still around.. hehe... got to eat one of my fav longan beancurd! *yuMMy*
weLL... things have chanGed.. environmentS.. and of cos huMAns too... but i guessed i am still the same except that my appearance is different now.. buT i do hOpe that somE thingS would not chanGed if noT everythinG would just be Memories onlLY.... buT one thinG for sure.. our friendships, family n relative ties is something that we cannot changed forever.. loves them very much although hard to express myself.. sO i am workinG hard now to proVide for theM! loVeS aLL of u out theRe toO!