shaG!!!

i just woke up! and its going to be 9pm on a sunday nite! oH gosh.. i have slept sooo long.. throughout the day. i was too tired.. on saturday morning, i went back to my centre at 8am to pack things for the new centre. I worked through the nite till 4am- sunday morning. this setting up of the new centre has driven me crazy... i almost worked 24 hrs for it! haha! just unbelievable!
now i am here.. sitting in front of the home.. suffering from tiredness and flu.. i am too tired to do anything... this week, i would be having lessons in the night after work.. bless me!

tk care all my dear friends! and lastly, i wanna wish my dear friend, seowli, a happy 20th birthday! welcome into the 20s world! hehe =)

my current life

basically, my life is so packed with my work and studies that i do not have any time for anything else. every weekday is occupied with my work and in the night i need to go for night classes. my energy is practically draining away. on weekends, i would need to go back to my centre on sat and sleep through my sunday. this was how i spent my whole 7 days for the previous week. i had only 2-3 hrs of sleep everyday cos i had to do up some hanging mobiles for the new expanding centre. haIz.. too shag for anything~
this week i do not have lessons at night but i do feel the strain abt my studies as i have not done any reading up yet. i need more time! well.. ppl say we need to learn to manage our time but i DUN even have ANY time for me to manage too.. my life is already pre-scheduled with all these work and things just goes on.
last week, i went for my NP graduation day and had taken some pics... no time to upload yet~ will post them soon.. keep u posted again! tk care all my dear frenz!

happY natioNal daY!!

happY birthdaY to Singapore! nice birthday to fall on a Monday where usually everyone would have monday blues~ hehe...
i am here at home, just woken up~ hope to go somewhere nice and enjoy my day but guessed it would be crowded everwhere~ not much to my liking. =) suddenly have the urge to have a nice meal to fill up my grumpy stomache =P hope my dear sees this and he gets the hint! =PPP wahha! nottY me~

hope u all like my new layout though its not done personally~ taken from others :) its my fav pinKy!! pinK pink~ mY hoT fav!

how am i?

i've been feeling so =( my life doesn't seem any better and so are my friends one.. my life is so bored but filled with human politics which i have always hate... tat's why i prefer having guy's company instead... at least they r not so bad... wun gossip so badly.. hate being stuck in between.. duno how long can i stand in the neutral line??!!?? haiZ.. someone pls save me!!

my friends are also doesn't seem to be getting better... heard some have fallen out of love.. i hate being falling in love cos it means there will be a chance for me to fall out of love.. =P but anyway i am attached!

sad for them.. hope they can get out of it and live on well.. =)

tk care all my dear frenz... niteZ... tml have to report early for work again..

poor me today.. supposed to work from 7-1pm but i worked 12 hrs again to replace my colleagues.. hope tml i can really go off early as planned! =) bless me!

finaLLy~

finaLLy got the chance to catch a movie after a long time since my last show... we watched "I-robot' which was too high tech in our daily lives... can u imagine seeing robots walking on the streets- running errands for us..... serving us drinks at pubs and etc.. it sounds cool yet scary to have robots replacing us- humans. just too true to be good... anyway it was a nice show- reminding us how technology can cause our lives too! better depend on ourselves is still better and safer.

but sad to say, i cant even remember much contact numbers of my own family.. too dependent on my phone already.. =P hehe.. i got short term memory and unable to memorise things well.. =(

haiz.. i been a little moody due to auntie visit.. siaNz~ my saddest days of every month... hate it... cant move around much like normal.. cant be too active.. =( hope to get over it and i can be myself again! =)

i am broke.. cant wait to get my pay!!! hehe.. got notty thoughts on my mind already~ with all those things which i wanted so much is coming on my way =P hurrAy!

an unexpected meet-up

here i am.. rotting nicely on a sunny sunday! haha.. i am too tired to move around as i am still having slight flu.. i just had an afternoon nap and just woke up not long..
 
yesterday.. i went back to my centre for meeting and to settle some things.. after that i met my sec sch frenz(meiyun & her bf) at raffles city. i told her i was at raffles city MPH book store but she went to citylink MPH instead *faint* so i went over there to meet them.  we had Han's for 'dinner'... i supposed so bah.. so we went marina sqare to walk walk.. we went to world of sports as there was sales going on... guess who i met when i was about to leave? i met my manager whom we used to be very close but we had nv been in contact for yrs already due to some personal reasons & i chose to MIA myself.. and of cos only a few of my close friends knew wad happened then =P
 
we chatted for quite a while and he was surprised i was a teacher.. cos of my outlook.. of cos it was an expected response lah =P anyway i was 16 yrs old when i met him and worked there.. how time flies.. and i am 20 now! haha.. those were the days that i was young and ignorant... learnt things thru the hard way.. but i had indeed learnt alot there.. and left quite a deep impression there for all the store in-charge.. anyway that was the 'PAST' haha! 
 
glad to have met him up though it was unexpeced and got in touch with my so-called god-brother again. also glad they r both happily attached now~ wanna gif them my blessings! hope we would have a chance to meet up one day and reminisce the past..wooH! =)

so weaK.. aRGhh~

i am soooo weak.. suffering from flu again.. got it from the children! =( it seems that the doc's previous antibiotic is not working well for me! hope i gets better after medication. if not, i got to pay her a visit again.. hUmPhz!

bless me! cos i still need to go on and learn more new things in my work! =)

work~ work~

as usual.. i was working on this boring monday morning.. morning shift from 7 to 2.. but guessed i would never have a chance to leave on the dot.. always late.. today left at 3~ i went for dinner with teaher lin and we returned to our poly.. missed our poly life.. we were talking and laughing as we were starting to get lame.. wahha! met one of my friends.. hehe.. he still could recognise me regards of my shag look~ haha.. i indeed looked like a walking vampire.. too tired laH~

actually tomorrow i am off but was called back to help out in the morning =( anyway i would be rotting at home if i never go back.. tk it as to earn OT~ =P

what a girl really thinks..

1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart.

2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her a tight hug no matter how she struggles away. no matter whether she's crying or not. just a tight hug she cant escape from.

3. never tell the girl what you REALLY like about your crush on another girl just to get her jealous, it'll only give her the impression that your not interested. and its pissing at that.

4. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him'after the relationship's over.) but honestly, she cant find anything to like about the guy too.(which is why she will only notice it when he's gone)

5. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind, even though she flirts with other guys.

6. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt. well, actually, her face will burn

7. If you really like a girl, dont tell her. she will know. but be sure to make the first move when u get the signal.

8. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually is not sure how to react to them.

9. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok?

10. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.

11. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her. you have to talk to her. or she'll hate you i bet.

12. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).

13. Never tell a girl that she is useless in any way.

14. Girls might sound uninterested when you ask her to be your girlfriend, it's their way of playing hard to get, she doesn't want to seem too available.So don't give up.

15. Being too serious can turn a girl off.

16. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.

17. A smile means a lot to a girl.

18. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.

19. If a girl says she can't go out with you, leave.

20. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.

21. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.

22. Hearing the words I love you is security in knowing the girl has ur heart.

23. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.

24. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl,read romance stories.

25. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.

26. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart. *VERYTRUE*

27. Girls love having fun!

28. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.

29. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through.

30. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend. ASSHOLES!

31. Most girls would wait for the guys to make the first 'move', so guys DON'T hold back.

32.Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order. YEA MAN.

33.Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them. YA. TRUETRUETRUE

34.Girls want nothing more than to feel loved

35.never ignore her. or scold her.IF U DO, GO
TO HELL CUZ U R A JERK.

and i definitely agree with the last sentence... f-off and dun come bother me again cos i DO HATE YOU for this!

Once Upon a Star

I gaze up at the sky each night
and find the brightest star.
It's always waiting there for me
so close, but yet so far.
The star winks in the evening sky
and reaches out to me.
It magically appears each night
for all the world to see.
I've wished upon this special star
my whole life through, it seems.
I've closed my eyes and made my wish
of hopes, and plans, and dreams.
And then, one day I got my wish
for I finally met you.
You are that someone special
who's made all my dreams come true.
So now whenever we're apart
I find that same bright star.
It makes me feel so close to you
no matter where you are.

I chanced upon this poem and loves it to bits.. very meaningful and sweet.. most imptly it matches my blogsite too! =P hope u loves it too!