It was a nice long chat with a friend whom we used to share times and memories.. thinking back to the past, we did lots of silly things together...

It was a wonderful night for self reflection.... the paths we have crossed... the things that we have done.. the friends whom we have made along the way... people whom we used to hold dearly only to lose them... and the ups & downs in life...

Well... i realise he is still the simple guy yrs back.. not much changes but we have both grown so much... we have matured over the years.. yet still as fun loving... or maybe i do changed alot after falling and getting up on my feet for umpteen times... so much so that i wondered if i have changed or my friends are still stagnant at that stage... i dunno...

But definitely enjoy the company of my friends.. which i hope to spend a day or maybe just a night with them for my birthday celebration.. i do miss them alot...

Attended my company DnD last night, the theme was Shanghai Nights! It was an eye-opener yet somewhat boring event.. here are some pictures of my staffs:

did not take much pictures as we were busy eating~ all of us were too hungry... hehe.. i have more photos with my staffs.. shall upload again when i have time! =)

our lives are usually filled with happiness, regrets, hatred and emotions.. at certain point, people tend to ponder and reflect about the life they are leading now.. is it a decision that they have made or is it due to external factor?

when one places trust in someone but only to realise that the trust is being misplaced.. when you thought happiness is here but actually what you see is on the surface... when hatred are deep rooted inside you, can you really smile and laugh as if nothing has happened?

humans are getting more complicated.. as feelings together with society pressure becomes more complex... its getting tougher to interact with people around...

human complex nature is something that is simple yet complicated just like me.. i am a simple yet complicated gal with a complex mind.... i am getting tired...

i am STUCK at home... just because i cant find my house keys.. asked my buddies to search for them in school but nowhere to be found.. so here i am.. waiting for my mum to be back before i be back in school.. sorry buddies...

some updates of my life:
recently been busy with accounts & foreign worker application.. i did not change my field.. Just that there are more scopes to cover since i went into my business with my buddies...

Currently we are in the midst of setting up an Infant Care too.. so alot of preparation work to be done.... =) so i be booking into Bukit Panjang Camp again! hehe.. friends may come uphill to visit me!

i neglected alot of my friends ever since i came to this school... practically i am only seeing my 3 buddies, baobei, my teachers, parents and children. I miss them alot especially my sec sch friends who have been asking me out but i always fly aeroplane... sorry peeps...

i am happy with my baobei around... he dotes on me and would give in to my wildness & crazyness which drives him into a corner at times... 就拿我没办法。。哈哈！！

but i got to apologize for my lateness everytime we meet because of work or poor time management.. he had to wait for me & give me a grumpy face... 对不起啦！！ but it would turn into a cheeky smile before volcano errupts... =P ......what to do.. i turned his life upside down! wahaha!

got to go back to my accounts while waiting for my mum to be back!

*p.s pls sms me if u have any job offer as one of my bestie is currently looking for one.. thanks!

bye!

for your viewing pleasure~

*at esplanade*

*from baobei*

*with my gifts*

*my gift to him*

~the love of my life~

~thanks for being there for me all these while~

~thanks for being so crazy with me~

~thanks for standing by me when i was sad~

~thanks for tolerating with my mischievous~

~thanks for acting foolish just to make me smile~

~thanks for everything~

~thanks for being you and loving me~

here i am.. still in school... haven been going home for the past week as i spent the nights in school, waking up only after few hours of sleep.. feeling so tired especially emotionally.. haven't got time to sort out my emotions and feelings.. been busy day in and out...

everyone tells me i am a strong gal and would be able to get over it soon as i been kept busy.. yet i think otherwise.. i cant imagine the day when i pause for a moment.. all memories would be flooding my mind.. haiz...

tomorrow would be another busy day till wee hours again... hope to get over this soon and move on~

Fate loves to make a fool of people.. Just when you thought things were fine, suddenly things took a turn, life changes...

Well, I can only wish for everyone to be happy especially my loved ones.. If you are happy, i will be too... If letting go would meant happiness, then one would be glad to do so; no matter how unwilling or pain one might be...

Life is full of unexpected happenings.. we can only live by a day yet planning for the future which noone can foresee..

I wish everyone around me to be happy... just my simple wish.. =)

Here I am.. sitting on the fence, afraid of falling…. I dunno how else to describe.. but I am just leading on with my life just like that.. flowing along with the current…

I felt so empty yet happy.. things have changed… we are on different sides… like the saying ‘so near yet so far’..

finally got home.. feeling tired... was surfing the net when i came across this, quite true though.. just to share with you:

Did I marry the right person?

Here's the answer:
EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love withyour spouse. You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their idiosyncrasies.

Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called 'falling' in love...

Because it's happening TO YOU.

People in love sometimes say, 'I was swept of my feet.' Think about theimagery of that __expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something came along and happened TO YOU.

Falling is love is easy. It's a passive and spontaneous experience.But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria of love fades. It's thenatural cycle of EVERY relationship. Slowly but surely, phone callsbecome a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts.

The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, 'Did I marry the right person?' And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when marriages breakdown. People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.

Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work,a hobby, afriendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances.

But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage.It lies within it. I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could.

And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later.

Because (listen carefully to this):
THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN A RELATIONSHIP/MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND!

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll NEVER just happen to you. You can't 'find' LASTING love. You have to 'make' it day in and day out. That's why we have the __expression 'the labor of love.'

Because it takes time, effort, and energy . And most importantly, it takes WISDOM . You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work.

Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do to succeed with your marriage.

Lying on bed now.. at 2.37am..i am still awake...

'Life is so unpredictable' which sounds so "classic".... hehe....but true enough, this is an apt description of my life now...

I am looking forward to this new lease of life which i got to face it and overcome it. Facing new challenges in life has always been what i am looking for because i am afraid of boredom... sick of daily routines. I know that this might be the greatest challenges in life because we are working with our loved ones, yet i believe that we will be able to overcome all difficulties because of our love for friendship which holds us dearly together.

I got to learn to let go of the past and accept this new chapter. Although i have my reservations, i am willing to go through everything once again because if i never try, i will never know the outcome.

I am nothing but just a girl who is willing to try everything to find true meaning in life. I believe in true love because i still see old couples holding hand in hand, never giving up on one another. Hopefully he is here....

I am holding onto everything that i have now.. my love and passion in life in return for happiness... just a simple happiness...