FAMILY

Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company
that we are working for could easily replace us in
a matter of days.

But the family we left behind will feel the loss
for the rest of their lives.

here i am with a heavy heart yet souless being..
i feel so empty within me that i am lost.. my life used to be full of ups and downs but now it seems too smooth or rather boring that i cant get used it.

my heart and mind is complicated and i dunno how to fix it back in place. i am not sure about my directions in life and just leading the life as it is. is this how i am going to spend my life for the next 4 to 5 yrs? i am sure it isnt but what can i do? i do not wish to waste my twenties doing nothing worthwhile.

They say that its better to die without regrets rather then die without trying. how many of us really have the courage to do what we really want? i wish to try and rather to die without regrets but in the first place, i dunno how to step out of my comfort zone.

i have been working for the past 3 yrs in different company. but thinking back, how much have i achieve or learnt? we need $$ to live but that is not all about life. there are much more things like satisfaction, happiness and health etc. just out of these 3, i feel that i have achieve nothing, just a waste of my life...

my moral, energy level and drive is running low. I need to recharge myself. Is this how i am going to be....