Wednesday, May 05, 2010

Thanks for everyone concern!! I am fine just stressed up with work and family issue... Mum in hospital, rushing here and there...

Yeah my tea session with parents has been postponed!! Phew~

Yest saw the canon powershot sx210 online... Wanting it!!!! Hehhe!!! Friends u know what to do huh... Hahhah

Monday, May 03, 2010

I been trying to understand people.. Adults keep telling me:" you have to learn to understand because..." "you have to to try to look for their perspective as ....."

I am tired of hearing all these... I know what you are trying to say but have you stop to think... Have you ever learn to understand me or ever learn to look from my perspective??

To certain extend, we are all selfish beings and seek attention.... Just because I am fine and is mature enough to think and handle things doesn't mean I am Alright, okay?

I am just another young adult (or adult whichever you like to name) who wants attention too... I wished to be cared for and be understood.. I wish to be spoilt and pampered so that I can gain some attention... But yet it was never to be...

I can never have that kinda attention because to u pp, I am mature enough and able to cope...

Don't wait till one day I chose to mishandle things because I decided to just to gain your attention... Then it would be very pitiful for you and upsetting for everyone...
On way home and later to the hospital for mum's admission... Feeling tired physically and emotionally... To add on, my Aunty visit came... Emo emo emo..

This will be a busy week again with mum in hospital and work.. Work is piling up and lots of issues to handle at the same time.. Stressed ah~

Not a good and happy may to start off with.. Haiz... And not to mention it's my birthday month too!! Hope everyhing would be better... *Pray*