That kinda fear makes one feel helpless.. there is nothing i can do at all.. only to pray.. although i am fearful yet i got to pretend everything is going to be fine..

I understand that kinda fear of duno what is going to happen.. what will happen or what is next?

Feeling totally lost and helpless..

Lying here.. Thinking.. Pondering.. I have come this far.. With nothing on hands but only love love & love.. Love from my family, love from my friends & love from him..

I broke their heart again n again, they shed their tears for me again n again but they continue to love and support me again n again.. I love them for who they are.. I really love u..