born on 23 may 1984:

* Stubborn and hard-hearted
* Strong-willed and highly motivated
* Sharp thoughts
* Easily angered
* Attracts others and loves attention
* Deep feelings
* Beautiful physically and mentally
* Firm standpoint
* Easily influenced
* Needs no motivation
* Easily consoled
* Systematic (left brain)
* Loves to dream
* Strong clairvoyance
* Understanding
* Sickness usually in the ear and neck
* Good imagination
* Good debating skills
* Good physical
* Weak breathing
* Loves literature and the arts
* ! Loves traveling
* High spirited
* Spendthrift

how true?....

tearing in my heart as tears wells up in my eyes...

my life is in a mess which i totally have no control of... i hate it as much as i hate myself!!

在我回家的路上，我们的回忆又出现在我脑海里。

经过那些商店，他们都忙着拆新年的雕饰。新年就这样过了，我的生活也不一样了，一切都过去了就如新年。。。

在戏院里，我的身旁已不是你。。
在车上，我的右手边也不是你了。。

希望我能够更坚强去面对将来的一切。。

我学会了一样东西：I was a chapter of your life and now you are on another chapter of life...

我已经不再喜欢看电影了
我已经不再走我们曾经经过的路， 有太多的不再了

因为有太多的回忆，太多的过去，太多的曾经。。
我要学着过自己的生活，没人牵着我的手，保护我，不让我跌倒。。
不再有你在我的生边和我生活的点点滴滴, 不再出国游玩。再也没有所谓的以后和将来了。。

夜晚的我要学着或习惯夜里的孤单平静和寂寞。。

我要学着独立更坚强， 一切都是过去了。。

我只希望你快乐，能找到你的爱，你的幸福，你的快乐和未来。。

here i am, down with flu once again.

been feeling down recently, lotsa stuffs going through my mind~ my career, my life, my future, my dreams.. but to no decision yet.

i met up with two of my besties last weekend~ gernice & christina. it was a long night chat till wee hrs 2am although 3 of us had to work on the following Monday. It was nice catching up with them as we shared our memories, our thoughts & feelings. Each of us had grown alot through life experiences with ups & downs in life. But I am glad that we could still meet up after such a long time.. Counting back, we knew each other since 13 meaning we have known each other for 11 years! still counting on to our friendship years & I am looking forward to this Sun for our outing again!

shall update again... tk care!

thks for all your concerns.. i am fine..

retreating into my corner of thoughts...

memories shall end here..
tears been rolling down....
with all the sleepless nights...

nothing can explain how i feels now...

my journey home was so near yet so long...

FAMILY

Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company
that we are working for could easily replace us in
a matter of days.

But the family we left behind will feel the loss
for the rest of their lives.

here i am with a heavy heart yet souless being..
i feel so empty within me that i am lost.. my life used to be full of ups and downs but now it seems too smooth or rather boring that i cant get used it.

my heart and mind is complicated and i dunno how to fix it back in place. i am not sure about my directions in life and just leading the life as it is. is this how i am going to spend my life for the next 4 to 5 yrs? i am sure it isnt but what can i do? i do not wish to waste my twenties doing nothing worthwhile.

They say that its better to die without regrets rather then die without trying. how many of us really have the courage to do what we really want? i wish to try and rather to die without regrets but in the first place, i dunno how to step out of my comfort zone.

i have been working for the past 3 yrs in different company. but thinking back, how much have i achieve or learnt? we need $$ to live but that is not all about life. there are much more things like satisfaction, happiness and health etc. just out of these 3, i feel that i have achieve nothing, just a waste of my life...

my moral, energy level and drive is running low. I need to recharge myself. Is this how i am going to be....