i just finished work... gt to start on my assignment soon.. currently 'night'dreaming.. having some wishes on my mind.. i shall note them down here
1) more time to rest & relax, spend time with my dear, friends & family
2) more $$ to give my family, settle my bills & lead a better life
3) less workload and working hours to spend time on my studies
4) do something to my hair & face.. more pimples popping out due to stress~haiz~
5) finish my due assignment asap so that i can rest more
6) my personal physical space to work and relax.
7) ppl around me would be more understanding with my situation
8) being more positive and happy
9) hope all my wishes and hopes to come true!
Monday, September 13, 2004
Sunday, September 05, 2004
druNk~
yesterday after work till 4pm, i went town with my buddies. since duno how many donkey yrs since i went to town~ haiz.. sad.. no time for anything..
how much i hoped i could do my shopping but i was broke and was suppose to get a bday gift for a friend. i had to attend her 21st bday at the downtown east chalet later. i ate very little when i reached there... i guessed i was too tired.
in the end, i sat there drinking.. till my friend came along and wanna play with me.. den i drank quite alot till i was abit tipsy and stopped drinking. but i still helped my buddy to drink some when she lost.. i sat on the ground for some time, felt like vomitting but couldn't vomit at all. in the end, i forced myself to walk around and vomitted out. haha~ the plastic bag was almost half full.. all of them said i vomit soo much! haha =P
later my dear came fetch me and i vomitted again on our way back. i was too tired and went to bed immediately after a change of clothes.
somehow i felt that i got abit emotional last night when i started drinking and talked with my friends. duno why i felt so sad and helpless tat time, suddenly i just felt so tired of my life.. nt but all work and studies.. i am stressed but there is nt i can do.. i have to bear with it till i graduate in 2006. i NEED lots of strength, courage and encouragement! urgently urgently!
how much i hoped i could do my shopping but i was broke and was suppose to get a bday gift for a friend. i had to attend her 21st bday at the downtown east chalet later. i ate very little when i reached there... i guessed i was too tired.
in the end, i sat there drinking.. till my friend came along and wanna play with me.. den i drank quite alot till i was abit tipsy and stopped drinking. but i still helped my buddy to drink some when she lost.. i sat on the ground for some time, felt like vomitting but couldn't vomit at all. in the end, i forced myself to walk around and vomitted out. haha~ the plastic bag was almost half full.. all of them said i vomit soo much! haha =P
later my dear came fetch me and i vomitted again on our way back. i was too tired and went to bed immediately after a change of clothes.
somehow i felt that i got abit emotional last night when i started drinking and talked with my friends. duno why i felt so sad and helpless tat time, suddenly i just felt so tired of my life.. nt but all work and studies.. i am stressed but there is nt i can do.. i have to bear with it till i graduate in 2006. i NEED lots of strength, courage and encouragement! urgently urgently!
Friday, September 03, 2004
my oFF day~
finally i have an OFF day after slogging for so long. this past two weeks have definitely been a tiring week for me. . full shift (7-7) last week and having to work and attend night classes this week.
my body have finally broke down and complained... now i am down with a bad flu and the skin around my nose is so badly damaged and peeling off... haiZ~ i wanna see a doc but i dun even have the time unless i see a 24hrs clinic.. but its too ex..
hope i get well soon.. i can rest for this whole morning before i go for my night class tonight~ take care friends.. this would be all for my lastest updates..
my body have finally broke down and complained... now i am down with a bad flu and the skin around my nose is so badly damaged and peeling off... haiZ~ i wanna see a doc but i dun even have the time unless i see a 24hrs clinic.. but its too ex..
hope i get well soon.. i can rest for this whole morning before i go for my night class tonight~ take care friends.. this would be all for my lastest updates..
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