This time round, I realised that i have been too selfish. I only think of myself and neglected the people around me. I wish i could make certain decisions.

I thought that i was happy but i was wrong. I had chose the escape route out which was easier. Yet I caused the people around me even more miserable. Haiz..

I have long forgiven him but his actions proved otherwise. I know that he is no longer the same as he have aged. His backview made me teared. I am caught in between as both are so dear to me. I wish someone could enlighten me and save us from this. I sent him a msg, hoping that he would wake up. Dun wait till he regrets it..

None has ever forsake him despite the things he have done, although we are angry but we nv gave up. I hope that he would wake up after this incident.

I have failed my responsiblity and duty as one. I am able to educate and support others but failed for him. I am such a failure. I am sure she feels the same way as me.

I pray that things would be better and hope he will think it through.