After working for the whole week till around 9pm, now i am left with a weak body and mind; down with flu which is making me so frustrated. All these work are draining my health and soul which left me with nothing but an empty body. Hope to rest well and recharge once again.

Some updates of my life:

2 of my hamsters passed away which left me upset. I understand that human live and die what's more about a small animal whose lifespan is only 2 years+. Well, living things are just so fragile. Either we get old and passed away or met with a fatal accident or worst still- illness... Sometimes i wonder, what if one day i just leave this world suddenly, what would it be like? Just the same old saying, treasure your life and live like there's no tomorrow: who can really do it? *thinking*

I just read thru one of my friend's blog. I felt very guilty. Felt really bad, cause i wasn't there when she needed support. Now all i can do, is to hide within myself and wish her all the best!

Somehow, i felt that I have been drifting away from my friends and family as I am always occupied with work (or is it just an excuse?.. I don't know) I find that i do not have time for myself on weekdays. On weekends, i go out for movie with dear and sleep through the night till Sun, only to find myself lethargic (stayed home) and drag myself to work on Monday again.

I don't know how long this can drags on as i am draining out physically and emotionally... guess i have to persevere till we fulfil our dreams..

Some positive note...congratulations to my 2 buddies on embarking on their new career which is also the beginning of our dreams! I believe that they can do it and they will succeed! For the sake of our dreams, buddies! Me and sihui will be working hard on $$(haha!) and support u all the way! CHeers!

I guessed that's all for today. Might be going to the doctor tomorrow if still not well after a night's rest... Lemming for N76! anyone wanna sponsor me? *dreams on**