Looking at my friend, being simple means being happy..
but being simple is not easy especially when one has been through lots in life..
I admire her so much as its easier for her to get over things at times.. whereas i still dwell on it over time n time...

had a chat with some friends, they teased me for being blur n 'toot' at times..
being like this, i often lose out cos others has think ahead of me..

being the stubborn me, believes that "being ignorance is bliss"...
Although this world may be cruel and people are always thinking of how to outdo one other,
i trust that there are still kindness in humane...

I am facing a stuggle within me, i do not know what and whom i can trust... i chose to run away but i also wanna find out the truth but afraid of being hurt again... i am just so afraid..

i guessed my heart has been locked up again... the truth is just too much for me to face...

my life has been pretty occupied with these loved ones~

thanks for being there~ and with more to come! =D

如果再见我　你能说什么
说爱我　或只是寂寞
原谅我冷漠　选择不联络
因为我　担心你会听见我　
还那么难过
短讯声在响　凌晨两点半
惊醒的房里　更孤单
一句睡了吗　像你的习惯
这夜晚　为你而混乱
因为对
你我连再见都　说不出口
我想你能懂

i lost my sense of judgement.. i cant tell what is right or wrong anymore.. which is the truth or lie.. which is real or unreal... 在我眼前，一切都是模糊了。。

我的心好痛好痛，比分开还痛。。 这就是我看到和得到的结果吗。。想了很多。。 我已经好累好累了。。 不管结果是如何。。