Life can be so tiring, filled with ups and downs. When i thought things are looking well and is on a positive note, a pail of cold water just poured over me. I cant help but feel very disappointed and upset. When you believed you have put in lots of effort but what you get is just a piece of paper which says: Failed, Needs Improvement. I dunno what else I can do.

Sometimes i feel i am hanging in midair, dunno which direction to go; feeling lost and just following the majority. Maybe i am just making people around me happier by doing it or just because i lost my direction.

I need encouragement to keep me going, not just a pail of cold water; leaving me cold and helpless.