你认为对我好的东西或事情，并不是我想要的。。

我想要的只是那么简单。。。

Don't need to put me down!!! at least i do not do things against my conscience or to hurt anyone...

Maybe some things are better left unsaid~

Emotions and thoughts to be kept unmentioned...

Because life still goes on... there is no time for anyone else but to move on~

It should not be hurting at all~


Smile and live on like there is no tomorrow...

maybe i should not have taken it up in the first place.. then would not have to face today's situation...

Life can be so tiring, filled with ups and downs. When i thought things are looking well and is on a positive note, a pail of cold water just poured over me. I cant help but feel very disappointed and upset. When you believed you have put in lots of effort but what you get is just a piece of paper which says: Failed, Needs Improvement. I dunno what else I can do.

Sometimes i feel i am hanging in midair, dunno which direction to go; feeling lost and just following the majority. Maybe i am just making people around me happier by doing it or just because i lost my direction.

I need encouragement to keep me going, not just a pail of cold water; leaving me cold and helpless.

i felt so loved~ here i am being quarantined at home.. wondering how to spend my time till i fell alseep again.. when i woke up.. he turned up at my doorstep with lunch! ohhh~~ i was worried if his parents would mind....but i dropped my tears when i saw him as i missed him terribly and was feeling so down..

thanks my dear~ =) you made my day!

i have to self-quarantine for the next 7 days.. =( because one of my family is down with H1N1... never expect my family to be one of them.... haiz.. guess its too common... hopefully i would not get it because i am a high risk suspect now... i dread staying in hospital, rather stay home instead...

i would be online for the next few days... chat with me if you are free because i am too bored! a good way to keep myself away from work though, time to relax... hehe...

any nice websites to recommend which i can spend time on... time for me to catch up on some work as well.. =)

bye!

life just sucks.. just so upsetting... i hate the way it is... hate it to the core!!!!!!

sorry.. i have no other venue to voice out my frustrations and anger... sounds so pathetic ya... haiz...

what to say... i am just plain lazy and busy to blog... when i am free, i am lazy to write about my life because my FB seems to be more more active as my friends would tag me in the photos.. hehe.. in conclusion, i depend on FB to update my life and my friends too!

i just met up one of my sec sch mate.. it was a heart warming chat.. where we talked about our past, future and goals in life. I guess i have really grown after so many years with my ups and downs in life. Sometimes its just great to meet ur friends whom you used to spend everyday of your life before. When we encounter certain stuffs in life, some changes would be faced as there are decisions made. Some friends are meant for life where some just leave footprints... he taught me: once a friend, forever a friend. I guess this pulled us closer as it is an agreement between us.

i miss my dear friends, although i do not meet u up or chat often. i do update myself with FB or from friends too.. hehe.. but do not throw me a red bomb without notice ya.. been hearing lots of red bomb recently...
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anyway.. may joy bask in her happiness and be 'joyous' always! =)

It was a nice long chat with a friend whom we used to share times and memories.. thinking back to the past, we did lots of silly things together...

It was a wonderful night for self reflection.... the paths we have crossed... the things that we have done.. the friends whom we have made along the way... people whom we used to hold dearly only to lose them... and the ups & downs in life...

Well... i realise he is still the simple guy yrs back.. not much changes but we have both grown so much... we have matured over the years.. yet still as fun loving... or maybe i do changed alot after falling and getting up on my feet for umpteen times... so much so that i wondered if i have changed or my friends are still stagnant at that stage... i dunno...

But definitely enjoy the company of my friends.. which i hope to spend a day or maybe just a night with them for my birthday celebration.. i do miss them alot...