Thursday, May 26, 2005

happy 21st birthday!

thanks to all my friends who attended my bday celebration at east coast for travelling all the way there.. thanks for all your blessings and pressie...loves some of the pressie received.. thanks to my dear and his friends for making it a success.. it had been a wonderful night as i met up wif many of them whom i have nv met for quite some time already..

wanna thanks to my dear for everything he has done for me.. he spent so much and done so much things for me.. thanks dear.. i appreciate it very much! loveya! muackz!

through this chalet and bday thingy, i have understood something in life.. everything tat i have received and heard makes me realise how much some of my friends actually value me in their heart.. cant deny tat i was disappointed over all these yrs of friendships.. this was what i received.. nv expect ppl to treat u the same way how u have treated them.. its nv fair.. i have always knew this but i chose to make this world looks more wonderful and not so disgusted.. but things have proved me wrong.. i am totally disappointed n upset...

something made me felt so sad n heart broken.. i wonder how mums who have went thru tat 9 months of pregnancy could forget her own child bday.. my heart shattered.. my eyes teared.. nt is worse den having to go thru that night pretending nt have happened when it was my actual bday.. i can nv forget this day of my life.. my 21st.. the day when every child enter another phrase of life into adulthood.. the day when every child would receive a key.. i was totally devastated..

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