This time round, I realised that i have been too selfish. I only think of myself and neglected the people around me. I wish i could make certain decisions.

I thought that i was happy but i was wrong. I had chose the escape route out which was easier. Yet I caused the people around me even more miserable. Haiz..

I have long forgiven him but his actions proved otherwise. I know that he is no longer the same as he have aged. His backview made me teared. I am caught in between as both are so dear to me. I wish someone could enlighten me and save us from this. I sent him a msg, hoping that he would wake up. Dun wait till he regrets it..

None has ever forsake him despite the things he have done, although we are angry but we nv gave up. I hope that he would wake up after this incident.

I have failed my responsiblity and duty as one. I am able to educate and support others but failed for him. I am such a failure. I am sure she feels the same way as me.

I pray that things would be better and hope he will think it through.

HOHoho! Merry X'Mas!!! its approaching the end of a year and we are heading to a new year 2007!! I will be one year older!! Bohoho...

This year has been quite a smooth year except for some period of time when i was in financial difficulties. I took up the post of a principal which means the beginning of a new career, it was a new experience and i have learnt alot. With the support of my teachers and staffs, I hope to do a better job next year!!

I met up with my sec sch friends.. my confidante and buddies who walked with me.. they stood by me as we grew up. Now we are into another stage of life where we are either pursuing studies or working. But glad that we are all doing well and our friendship lasts...

(Left to Right) ZhiHong, Shixian, Yeechong, Vincent, Darren & me!

With the addition of Irene!

My buddies who have been with me since I was 16yrs old!! We slogged through poly days, survived our uni days, from babies inc till today- Degree Graduates!!! S0 proud of ourselves! Although we did not really score well for our studies but we scored high for our friendship! Cheers to you!!

We have been really busy with our won work and life but nevertheless we would make an effort to meet up and lame together! wahhaa!

To my buddies: Work harder for our own 'dream centre' buddies!!

Congratulations to my buddy's sis for the arrival of her baby girl- Yu Xi Zhen! The beginning of a new life, the beginning as parents! Hope she grows up happily and be strong like her mum and aunts!

Tat's all for today!! Take care and enjoy this holiday!!

I've been too lazy to update.

I am feeling empty inside me.. I feel so lost and bored. My life have been nothing except work, dinner with dear and sleep. Life has been monotonous for me....

At work, i am busy with concert stuffs; stressed with staff work attitude; leave clearance etc.. When will i get a break from these? I feel so pressurized.. Haiz...

When i woke up this morning, i felt so lousy... dun feel like doing anything at all.. just let me rot.. in the end, i took half day leave to sleep in longer...

I am tired of my life as this goes on.. its becoming meaningless... I am doing things for others.. never for myself..

Hope my life would be better as well as for my buddy*
*(Although we seldom keep in contact now, I'll always be here you dear gal. Just drop me a msg or ring whenever you need a listening ear. )

In life, not everything is within our control...

I wanan do something to my hair when my payday comes!!! Its in a complete mess as my life is!!

Went for a photo shoot with my buddies on Sat. I was freaking tired as i rushed there after work, the whole shoot took us 4 hrs!!! We met a super attitude family there and we were kind enough to let them interupt our shoot halfway as they said they need to rush off. But not even a smile from them, so damn pissed off.. should be insisted to let them wait cos we were there first.. so much for being kind.

Anyway we enjoyed ourselves during the shoot, making fun and laughing at each other.. how tired it was just to take a graduation shoot. Can you imagine what about a marriage shoot.. dunno how to survive.. think i better sleep for 3 days 2 nights before the shoot.. hehe!

Alright.. lets enjoy our self-taken photo:

me & my buddy(Melody)

Ruth & Sihui

the 4 kittens!! buddies forever!!!

After the shoot, we were too hungry and headed to one of our favourite restaurant- Ichiban Sushi!! Haha!! As teachers get together, what can be their discussion topic besides kids, parents and centre!

Pretty ladies..LOOK HERE!!

Well tat's all! Shall update again!! =)

Back from malacca trip!! I went with my company- ex-colleagues from bukit batok and my staffs. We enjoyed ourselves in this trip which has help to bond us closer. Let the pictures show and tell:

1ST DAY- At the Nonya Restaurant after check-in

Teachers gathering- games & dinner together with bukit batok staffs!

In the KTVon our 1st night!

2ND DAY- Morning breakfast on the 2nd day with our bosses!

Our Trishaw ride to Makhota Parade for shopping! Yeah!

At the historical site...

To be continued....

At the poolside.. sexy ladies look here!

In the SPA.. letting go of our stress..

Exhausted after a long day and time for dinner!!

We were too tired on our 3rd day as we went for our last minute shopping again before heading back to Singapore. Total damage = S$200+++

It was a fun trip and we have planned for our next outing- BBQ session on 23rd Sept 2006! Looking forward!

Happy belated bday to my dear! though we did not have a wonderful day with ppl who sucks but glad that we ended the day with sweet moments!

On sunday, we spent the whole afternoon washing dear's new KIA Cerato car! Got myself so wet!!

Today, I went to the Child Care Seminar 2006 'Strengthening Early Childhood Community' Some sessions were interesting but others were boring.. I left in the mid of the 2nd concurrent session with my Bt Batok Principal and went to collect my parchment. Afterwhich I returned to attend the last part of the session which was quoted as important by the licencing officer. I went shopping alone after the Seminar while waiting for dear to pick me up, he lost his way and actually spent $5 through the ERPs. Hahah!

Anyway we finally met up and went for dinner at the newly-renovated Newton Market! Yummy delicious food!

Dear's super attitude Angel which he claims to be cute..Urgh.. look at that face of hers! One word "Dao"!

my 3rd visit to the doc.. this time i am diagnosed with Bronchitis.. haiz.. i am stuck at home.. bored to death.. pls help!!!

sorry to my buddies for not being able to attend the talk and had to postponed the photo shot..

been stuck at home for the past 4 days.. with ongoing high fever and persistant coughing.. doc said i am down with some kinda lung infection which causes the fever... this was how i spent my hols..

actually planned to go shopping with heidi but was cancelled due to my sickness.. everyone been asking.. why i so weak one?? haiz.. dunno how long this illness will persist.. i been waking up in the middle of night with high fever and coughed so badly tat my lower abdomenon pain is killing me..

wonder how am i going to attend the seminar and our pre-planned graduation photo studio tomorrow!!! haiz.. hope i will get over this soon..

I am in long slacks and jacket as my temp is rising yet feeling cold..

Who are you in your past life?

Your past life diagnosis:
I don't know how you feel about it, but you were female in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Thailand around the year 700. Your profession was that of a monk (nun), bee-keeper or lone gunman.

Your brief psychological profile in your past life:Inquisitive, inventive, you liked to get to the very bottom of things and to rummage in books. Talent for drama, natural born actor.

The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:Your lesson is to learn discretion and moderation and then to teach others to do the same. Your life will be happier if you help those who lack reasoning.

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