here i am, down with blocked nose... going to work later as i got to stay late tonight. Just did some personality tests:

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love: Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education: You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

The Real You

Here is the analysis:
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

haha... some are quite true though as i will remind myself of who i am as we tend to take on other roles as we are too immersed in work life...

Been busy with the 3 centres' family day and jurong had their family day yesterday and mine would be this coming sat.. STRESSED.....

anyway i came across this email which was funny yet true to all the working personnel

WHEN U COME TO WORK..........

Monday

Tuesday

Wednesday

Thursday

Friday

Last one is ultimate....
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Saturday & Sunday !!!

haha!!!

I must have been busy or rather plain lazy to update my blog.. hahah! anyway some updates of my life...

i was away in genting for my birthday (again??..haha..) which should be HK or Bangkok but had to make changes due to the RTRC seminar on Sat! wad to do.. make do with genting then.. hehe!





Back in S'pore, facing reality: my horrible-cum-terrible parents and of cos not to forget the terrifying kids! hehe.. not all but some of them are my lil' darlings... miss 'em though!

well, my job has an never-ending story as now we are busy preparing for the upcoming carnival on 23 June yet i've not done anything yet! OOpps! But i had frequent meetings and updates with my teachers on their progress.. after this, we would be busy with PTC, celebrations and not to forget our most stressful graduation concert! hahaa!

back to now... i am having my 'auntie visit'; one which upsets me every month with cramps till my menopause.. oh.. how long will that be? 20+ or 30+ yrs?? OH.. Dread this thought of mine!!

anyway.. i am off to bed! right now i am missing some of my frenz especially seowli.. dear gal.. take care ya! i am just a phone call away.. muackz!

At times, i feel down and depressed. Life's so meaningless as i just worked hard everyday only to find myself dead tired on bed. I happened to chance upon this inspiring quote which adds meaning to my life as an early childhood educator:

I Am a Teacher

I am a counselor and psychologist to a problem-filled child,I am a police officer that controls a child gone wild.

I am a travel agent scheduling our trips for the year;I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tear.

I am a banker collecting money for a ton of different things;I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings.

I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes;I am a psychic that learns to know all that everybody only guesses.

I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's yearly growth,When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both.

I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,I am a politician that must know the laws and recognize a trick.

I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all;I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall.

I am a news reporter updating on our nation's current events,I am a detective solving small mysteries and ending all suspense.

I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,I am a dietician assuring they have lunch or from mine I give them half.

When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,But I'm proud to have to be these people because ...

I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."

Some people feels that being a teacher is an easy task: All you need is to teach ABC, 123, change diapers etc. But i am sorry to say that this concept is outdated. We are building the foundation of tomorrow as you will never know who will be the next minister or great person. So don't belittle us, teacher or early childhood educators cause you never know whom you are dealing with! That's all! Cya!!

anyone misses me??? I have been too lazy and tired to update. My school is having an OpenHouse for these 2 coming saturdays and i'll be having 1st aid training on these two coming sundays which means i'll be at centre for straight 14 days!! anyone has room to rent at east area?

latest updates!!
We have been spending much on meals! We went to The Mussels Guys at Vivo. The mussels were delicious but the main course were so-so only. I spent $80++ just for the 2 of us. Honestly, only the mussels in sambal sauce can make it..We have been going to restaurants which were a lil too extravagant! our wallets are badly damaged and for now we have to eat $2 mee pok for the rest of the month till our next pay comes!

We bought rollerblades together with his sis, Joey! ahha.. i had fallen umpteen times than only i could stand on my own. Now i am able to glide smoothly and learning to brake "SAFELY".

I took leave today as i need a break badly as i been having terrible headaches these few days. My head are spinning and my body are worn out. Need more zest to move on! Cheers on!!!

This time round, I realised that i have been too selfish. I only think of myself and neglected the people around me. I wish i could make certain decisions.

I thought that i was happy but i was wrong. I had chose the escape route out which was easier. Yet I caused the people around me even more miserable. Haiz..

I have long forgiven him but his actions proved otherwise. I know that he is no longer the same as he have aged. His backview made me teared. I am caught in between as both are so dear to me. I wish someone could enlighten me and save us from this. I sent him a msg, hoping that he would wake up. Dun wait till he regrets it..

None has ever forsake him despite the things he have done, although we are angry but we nv gave up. I hope that he would wake up after this incident.

I have failed my responsiblity and duty as one. I am able to educate and support others but failed for him. I am such a failure. I am sure she feels the same way as me.

I pray that things would be better and hope he will think it through.

HOHoho! Merry X'Mas!!! its approaching the end of a year and we are heading to a new year 2007!! I will be one year older!! Bohoho...

This year has been quite a smooth year except for some period of time when i was in financial difficulties. I took up the post of a principal which means the beginning of a new career, it was a new experience and i have learnt alot. With the support of my teachers and staffs, I hope to do a better job next year!!

I met up with my sec sch friends.. my confidante and buddies who walked with me.. they stood by me as we grew up. Now we are into another stage of life where we are either pursuing studies or working. But glad that we are all doing well and our friendship lasts...

(Left to Right) ZhiHong, Shixian, Yeechong, Vincent, Darren & me!

With the addition of Irene!

My buddies who have been with me since I was 16yrs old!! We slogged through poly days, survived our uni days, from babies inc till today- Degree Graduates!!! S0 proud of ourselves! Although we did not really score well for our studies but we scored high for our friendship! Cheers to you!!

We have been really busy with our won work and life but nevertheless we would make an effort to meet up and lame together! wahhaa!

To my buddies: Work harder for our own 'dream centre' buddies!!

Congratulations to my buddy's sis for the arrival of her baby girl- Yu Xi Zhen! The beginning of a new life, the beginning as parents! Hope she grows up happily and be strong like her mum and aunts!

Tat's all for today!! Take care and enjoy this holiday!!

I've been too lazy to update.

I am feeling empty inside me.. I feel so lost and bored. My life have been nothing except work, dinner with dear and sleep. Life has been monotonous for me....

At work, i am busy with concert stuffs; stressed with staff work attitude; leave clearance etc.. When will i get a break from these? I feel so pressurized.. Haiz...

When i woke up this morning, i felt so lousy... dun feel like doing anything at all.. just let me rot.. in the end, i took half day leave to sleep in longer...

I am tired of my life as this goes on.. its becoming meaningless... I am doing things for others.. never for myself..

Hope my life would be better as well as for my buddy*
*(Although we seldom keep in contact now, I'll always be here you dear gal. Just drop me a msg or ring whenever you need a listening ear. )

In life, not everything is within our control...

I wanan do something to my hair when my payday comes!!! Its in a complete mess as my life is!!

Went for a photo shoot with my buddies on Sat. I was freaking tired as i rushed there after work, the whole shoot took us 4 hrs!!! We met a super attitude family there and we were kind enough to let them interupt our shoot halfway as they said they need to rush off. But not even a smile from them, so damn pissed off.. should be insisted to let them wait cos we were there first.. so much for being kind.

Anyway we enjoyed ourselves during the shoot, making fun and laughing at each other.. how tired it was just to take a graduation shoot. Can you imagine what about a marriage shoot.. dunno how to survive.. think i better sleep for 3 days 2 nights before the shoot.. hehe!

Alright.. lets enjoy our self-taken photo:

me & my buddy(Melody)

Ruth & Sihui

the 4 kittens!! buddies forever!!!

After the shoot, we were too hungry and headed to one of our favourite restaurant- Ichiban Sushi!! Haha!! As teachers get together, what can be their discussion topic besides kids, parents and centre!

Pretty ladies..LOOK HERE!!

Well tat's all! Shall update again!! =)

Back from malacca trip!! I went with my company- ex-colleagues from bukit batok and my staffs. We enjoyed ourselves in this trip which has help to bond us closer. Let the pictures show and tell:

1ST DAY- At the Nonya Restaurant after check-in

Teachers gathering- games & dinner together with bukit batok staffs!

In the KTVon our 1st night!

2ND DAY- Morning breakfast on the 2nd day with our bosses!

Our Trishaw ride to Makhota Parade for shopping! Yeah!

At the historical site...

To be continued....