my night classes will be starting tommorow and i will be busy these 2 consecutive weeks. I am feeling the stress as it becomes heavier. I am worried that i wun be able to cope as these 2 modules are important- i need to select a topic to do my research on.


on the other hand, my work is stressing me too. my new teacher will be coming in which means i'll be changing to the new class soon- Nursery 1. I am supposed to be happy to leave my current class due to my chinese teacher but i am getting a lil stressed because of my studies. Wtih a new class, i got lots of things to do- building bonds with the new children and parents, doing up my classroom environment, understand the N1 curriculum and adapting to a new class.


My last day of class will be on 26 August and i will be taking the new class on 1st Sept. I have a report due on 2nd Sept. There are so many things that i need to cope with and adapt all over again. Pls give me strength to walk through these...



*P.S : do you understand what's going on my mind, i know that you wun cause i did not tell u. everytime i wanna share with you, you raised ur voice which makes me scared and have second thoughts. I really duno how to face you instead of keeping things to myself. I broke down in front of you because i feel at ease with you and hope to release the tension in me. But things did not turn out this way, i controlled my tears and i swallowed it again. I left because u told me someone would be unhappy not because i wanna leave you alone. I need someone with me and i miss u dearly cos i noe u wun be able to acc me which i nv blame you at all. I just want a hug from you for a sense of comfort and assurance. that's all i want.