feeling..

my heart is wrecking into bits and pieces like wad he is going thru..
it hurts n pains alot..
i hate myself even more...
why am i always hurting ppl who loves me and holds me so dearly to their heart..

i hope to put a stop to everything..
stop hurting them..
stop causing them pain..
stop bringing them to misery...
put an end to all these agony in them...

i am not worthy of all ur love, care and concern...
not at all..

i hate myself..
why bring me to this world to inflict pain on others...
i hate it this way..
why cant just let me leave this world..
let me leave...