i am definitely going mad soon as this rate that i am going n tearing till my pillow is soaked wet..
crying silently as i dun wish to wake my mum up...
my heart is tearing much more den my eyes are doing..

it really hurts as i could feel the pain in ur heart..
now my heart is not in pain only for myself but for you too..
i am losing grip of myself as i am waiting frantically for ur calls..

why am i behaving this way..
i am afraid to lose u...
i was reminded of the past..
i dun wish things would happen again..
i dun wanna locked my heart once again and throw the key far away...
i am so afraid.. i wish u were right here with me, holding me deep in ur arms and whispering
'i love you dear'

as my tears rolled down cos i noe its not possible..