i was supposed to start on my assignment which is due on wed but i could not start at all cos my back is giving me problems again. it has been a strain on me for years but it seems to be getting worse nowadays. i cant concentrate/more quick-tempered and easily irritated cos i gt to tolerate with the pain. Think i gt to pay a visit to my doc again.
actually, i have nt much to blog cos my life is the same.. just a routine of work and studies... except that my dear has gone to NS. Life seems to be the same except more quiet cos that notty baby boy of mine is not around to create noise and turns my life around. hehe!
anyway.. i going off to watch tv and be awake tml morning to start on my assignment before i becomes dead meat!
take care all my friends! belated meRRy X'Mas! and an AdvanCed haPPy new yEar! hehe =)

my dear went in NS this afternoon but i could not accompany him cos of work commitment. i just reached home after meeting up my sec buddies.. although i miss them but i miss my dear even more... haIz... how i wish he is right beside me now... =(

i wanna shout out loud: I MISS U DEAR!

Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to my dear!
Happy birthday to you!

For my dear:
firstly, i would like to wish him a happy birthday! secondly, happy birthday to his sis tricia too! i wish everyone would have happiness forever!

*thanks to all my friends for their concern and care. I am doing well with coping my work and studies! dun worry! miss u! take care!

How i am feeling now..

Me: I could fill a 1000 pages telling you how I feel, and still you would not understand. So now I leave without a sound, except my heart shattering as it hits the ground.

Us: The sun is setting, the moon is rising, a boy is waiting for a girl he is missing. The nights were lonely, a beautiful story of a boy loving a girl deeply...

Work: Be more concerned about your character than your reputation because your character is who you are and your reputation is what others think of you!

Future: Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you wants to do.

i feel so tired.. really tired.. feel like cutting all contacts from everyone..i need a rest.. a break desperately.. i just feel depressed..

finally i am at home.. alone in my own room.. facing my whole mess of belongings on the floor... i need to clear up my room before i start my assignment cos this environment is affecting my mood of working...
I just came back from the airport; went to send my mum as she is going to Taiwan for a week. When i got home, a sudden feeling of loneliness came over me.. i felt so alone and i hated this feeling since young but i feel so relieved to be back at my own home.. a long time since i been at home.. although this house sucks but this is where my feelings and emotions flow out naturally... especially back at this familiar spot where i used to face the pc for hours and hours.. sitting right here... where i am now..
i miss it, i do miss this home although i hate things that happens around in this house... cos this is where i grew up, where i had joy and also where my tears had been soaked though my sleepless night... nowhere can be replace my home where i can cry my heart out without affecting others and having a deep sleep; waking up only to find this familiar wrecked house and family.. and this is my home, being myself and being me..

i may be poor but i have a strong backbone!

i may not have as well-to-do family as yours.. i may be poor but i am independent and strong even without my parents... i DUN NEED you to say those things about me! At least i have a clear conscience and not feeling bad as i am able to support myself...
ALONE, i am able to survive well and far better than you!

sOoo unpROductive!

it has been a long since my last blog as i have been busy working and nothing else. Alot of unhappy things have been happening at work which stress me up, i really hate it. all of it are weighing me down- where have my happiness working with children went to? haIz..
today i've been rotting at home, except for creating this new layout- thanks to my dear help! =) i desperately need a good rest as i have not been catching up on my sleep lately. i wish to go on a shopping spree and relax myself but i am broke (pay shcool fees).

hope everything goes well for me in work and studies!
i miss all of you my dear friends especially when those in NS! =)

my wishlist

i just finished work... gt to start on my assignment soon.. currently 'night'dreaming.. having some wishes on my mind.. i shall note them down here
1) more time to rest & relax, spend time with my dear, friends & family
2) more $$ to give my family, settle my bills & lead a better life
3) less workload and working hours to spend time on my studies
4) do something to my hair & face.. more pimples popping out due to stress~haiz~
5) finish my due assignment asap so that i can rest more
6) my personal physical space to work and relax.
7) ppl around me would be more understanding with my situation
8) being more positive and happy
9) hope all my wishes and hopes to come true!

druNk~

yesterday after work till 4pm, i went town with my buddies. since duno how many donkey yrs since i went to town~ haiz.. sad.. no time for anything..
how much i hoped i could do my shopping but i was broke and was suppose to get a bday gift for a friend. i had to attend her 21st bday at the downtown east chalet later. i ate very little when i reached there... i guessed i was too tired.
in the end, i sat there drinking.. till my friend came along and wanna play with me.. den i drank quite alot till i was abit tipsy and stopped drinking. but i still helped my buddy to drink some when she lost.. i sat on the ground for some time, felt like vomitting but couldn't vomit at all. in the end, i forced myself to walk around and vomitted out. haha~ the plastic bag was almost half full.. all of them said i vomit soo much! haha =P
later my dear came fetch me and i vomitted again on our way back. i was too tired and went to bed immediately after a change of clothes.
somehow i felt that i got abit emotional last night when i started drinking and talked with my friends. duno why i felt so sad and helpless tat time, suddenly i just felt so tired of my life.. nt but all work and studies.. i am stressed but there is nt i can do.. i have to bear with it till i graduate in 2006. i NEED lots of strength, courage and encouragement! urgently urgently!

my oFF day~

finally i have an OFF day after slogging for so long. this past two weeks have definitely been a tiring week for me. . full shift (7-7) last week and having to work and attend night classes this week.

my body have finally broke down and complained... now i am down with a bad flu and the skin around my nose is so badly damaged and peeling off... haiZ~ i wanna see a doc but i dun even have the time unless i see a 24hrs clinic.. but its too ex..

hope i get well soon.. i can rest for this whole morning before i go for my night class tonight~ take care friends.. this would be all for my lastest updates..

shaG!!!

i just woke up! and its going to be 9pm on a sunday nite! oH gosh.. i have slept sooo long.. throughout the day. i was too tired.. on saturday morning, i went back to my centre at 8am to pack things for the new centre. I worked through the nite till 4am- sunday morning. this setting up of the new centre has driven me crazy... i almost worked 24 hrs for it! haha! just unbelievable!
now i am here.. sitting in front of the home.. suffering from tiredness and flu.. i am too tired to do anything... this week, i would be having lessons in the night after work.. bless me!

tk care all my dear friends! and lastly, i wanna wish my dear friend, seowli, a happy 20th birthday! welcome into the 20s world! hehe =)

my current life

basically, my life is so packed with my work and studies that i do not have any time for anything else. every weekday is occupied with my work and in the night i need to go for night classes. my energy is practically draining away. on weekends, i would need to go back to my centre on sat and sleep through my sunday. this was how i spent my whole 7 days for the previous week. i had only 2-3 hrs of sleep everyday cos i had to do up some hanging mobiles for the new expanding centre. haIz.. too shag for anything~
this week i do not have lessons at night but i do feel the strain abt my studies as i have not done any reading up yet. i need more time! well.. ppl say we need to learn to manage our time but i DUN even have ANY time for me to manage too.. my life is already pre-scheduled with all these work and things just goes on.
last week, i went for my NP graduation day and had taken some pics... no time to upload yet~ will post them soon.. keep u posted again! tk care all my dear frenz!

happY natioNal daY!!

happY birthdaY to Singapore! nice birthday to fall on a Monday where usually everyone would have monday blues~ hehe...
i am here at home, just woken up~ hope to go somewhere nice and enjoy my day but guessed it would be crowded everwhere~ not much to my liking. =) suddenly have the urge to have a nice meal to fill up my grumpy stomache =P hope my dear sees this and he gets the hint! =PPP wahha! nottY me~

hope u all like my new layout though its not done personally~ taken from others :) its my fav pinKy!! pinK pink~ mY hoT fav!

how am i?

i've been feeling so =( my life doesn't seem any better and so are my friends one.. my life is so bored but filled with human politics which i have always hate... tat's why i prefer having guy's company instead... at least they r not so bad... wun gossip so badly.. hate being stuck in between.. duno how long can i stand in the neutral line??!!?? haiZ.. someone pls save me!!

my friends are also doesn't seem to be getting better... heard some have fallen out of love.. i hate being falling in love cos it means there will be a chance for me to fall out of love.. =P but anyway i am attached!

sad for them.. hope they can get out of it and live on well.. =)

tk care all my dear frenz... niteZ... tml have to report early for work again..

poor me today.. supposed to work from 7-1pm but i worked 12 hrs again to replace my colleagues.. hope tml i can really go off early as planned! =) bless me!

finaLLy~

finaLLy got the chance to catch a movie after a long time since my last show... we watched "I-robot' which was too high tech in our daily lives... can u imagine seeing robots walking on the streets- running errands for us..... serving us drinks at pubs and etc.. it sounds cool yet scary to have robots replacing us- humans. just too true to be good... anyway it was a nice show- reminding us how technology can cause our lives too! better depend on ourselves is still better and safer.

but sad to say, i cant even remember much contact numbers of my own family.. too dependent on my phone already.. =P hehe.. i got short term memory and unable to memorise things well.. =(

haiz.. i been a little moody due to auntie visit.. siaNz~ my saddest days of every month... hate it... cant move around much like normal.. cant be too active.. =( hope to get over it and i can be myself again! =)

i am broke.. cant wait to get my pay!!! hehe.. got notty thoughts on my mind already~ with all those things which i wanted so much is coming on my way =P hurrAy!

an unexpected meet-up

here i am.. rotting nicely on a sunny sunday! haha.. i am too tired to move around as i am still having slight flu.. i just had an afternoon nap and just woke up not long..
 
yesterday.. i went back to my centre for meeting and to settle some things.. after that i met my sec sch frenz(meiyun & her bf) at raffles city. i told her i was at raffles city MPH book store but she went to citylink MPH instead *faint* so i went over there to meet them.  we had Han's for 'dinner'... i supposed so bah.. so we went marina sqare to walk walk.. we went to world of sports as there was sales going on... guess who i met when i was about to leave? i met my manager whom we used to be very close but we had nv been in contact for yrs already due to some personal reasons & i chose to MIA myself.. and of cos only a few of my close friends knew wad happened then =P
 
we chatted for quite a while and he was surprised i was a teacher.. cos of my outlook.. of cos it was an expected response lah =P anyway i was 16 yrs old when i met him and worked there.. how time flies.. and i am 20 now! haha.. those were the days that i was young and ignorant... learnt things thru the hard way.. but i had indeed learnt alot there.. and left quite a deep impression there for all the store in-charge.. anyway that was the 'PAST' haha! 
 
glad to have met him up though it was unexpeced and got in touch with my so-called god-brother again. also glad they r both happily attached now~ wanna gif them my blessings! hope we would have a chance to meet up one day and reminisce the past..wooH! =)

so weaK.. aRGhh~

i am soooo weak.. suffering from flu again.. got it from the children! =( it seems that the doc's previous antibiotic is not working well for me! hope i gets better after medication. if not, i got to pay her a visit again.. hUmPhz!

bless me! cos i still need to go on and learn more new things in my work! =)

work~ work~

as usual.. i was working on this boring monday morning.. morning shift from 7 to 2.. but guessed i would never have a chance to leave on the dot.. always late.. today left at 3~ i went for dinner with teaher lin and we returned to our poly.. missed our poly life.. we were talking and laughing as we were starting to get lame.. wahha! met one of my friends.. hehe.. he still could recognise me regards of my shag look~ haha.. i indeed looked like a walking vampire.. too tired laH~

actually tomorrow i am off but was called back to help out in the morning =( anyway i would be rotting at home if i never go back.. tk it as to earn OT~ =P

what a girl really thinks..

1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart.

2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her a tight hug no matter how she struggles away. no matter whether she's crying or not. just a tight hug she cant escape from.

3. never tell the girl what you REALLY like about your crush on another girl just to get her jealous, it'll only give her the impression that your not interested. and its pissing at that.

4. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him'after the relationship's over.) but honestly, she cant find anything to like about the guy too.(which is why she will only notice it when he's gone)

5. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind, even though she flirts with other guys.

6. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt. well, actually, her face will burn

7. If you really like a girl, dont tell her. she will know. but be sure to make the first move when u get the signal.

8. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually is not sure how to react to them.

9. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok?

10. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.

11. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her. you have to talk to her. or she'll hate you i bet.

12. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).

13. Never tell a girl that she is useless in any way.

14. Girls might sound uninterested when you ask her to be your girlfriend, it's their way of playing hard to get, she doesn't want to seem too available.So don't give up.

15. Being too serious can turn a girl off.

16. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.

17. A smile means a lot to a girl.

18. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.

19. If a girl says she can't go out with you, leave.

20. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.

21. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.

22. Hearing the words I love you is security in knowing the girl has ur heart.

23. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.

24. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl,read romance stories.

25. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.

26. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart. *VERYTRUE*

27. Girls love having fun!

28. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.

29. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through.

30. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend. ASSHOLES!

31. Most girls would wait for the guys to make the first 'move', so guys DON'T hold back.

32.Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order. YEA MAN.

33.Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them. YA. TRUETRUETRUE

34.Girls want nothing more than to feel loved

35.never ignore her. or scold her.IF U DO, GO
TO HELL CUZ U R A JERK.

and i definitely agree with the last sentence... f-off and dun come bother me again cos i DO HATE YOU for this!

Once Upon a Star

I gaze up at the sky each night
and find the brightest star.
It's always waiting there for me
so close, but yet so far.
The star winks in the evening sky
and reaches out to me.
It magically appears each night
for all the world to see.
I've wished upon this special star
my whole life through, it seems.
I've closed my eyes and made my wish
of hopes, and plans, and dreams.
And then, one day I got my wish
for I finally met you.
You are that someone special
who's made all my dreams come true.
So now whenever we're apart
I find that same bright star.
It makes me feel so close to you
no matter where you are.

I chanced upon this poem and loves it to bits.. very meaningful and sweet.. most imptly it matches my blogsite too! =P hope u loves it too!

boring sat~

yePs.. i gt my 1st pay finallY~ but i am not happy at all cos it will be used to settle all my bills.. =( broke again.. but still wanna gif my dear a treat! hard for us to enjoy a meal together as we are both busy working.
i am so tired this whole week as i was working 4 full days(7 to 7)... suPer sHag! and today i was back at the centre to finish up some stuffs and also to discuss for next week teaching.. haIz.. i was there for whole 6 n 1/2 hr.. wOaH! but still gt lots not done yet.. will be baq there next sat again.. 'teacher life' is like tat?
but i do miss all my darling babies! they r so adorable and i gt myself some handsome 'boyfriends' too! =P miss all my small little darlings! hope to see them soon but not my workload! hehe! =P and hope i can enjoy my sunday too!

feeliNg frustrated

i am so upset and frustrated right now.. i just reached home and my parents had a quarrel just becos of their stupid personal belongings.... i lost my voice and i am feeling bad enuff.. having to face their nonsense makes me worse.. i am feeling bad and duno wad to do now.. feeling so helpless and tearing in my room right now.. how i hate it.. i should not have return home at all to face all these rubbish at home.. hate all this.. hate them and hate this family!!!!!!

oHHhh.. mUte!!??

i have lost my voice totally.. siGh.. just one week after i started teaching.. wad to do.. the children are all down with flu and fever... i am so weak.. think my health is deteriorating at this rate i am going.. better take the flu vaccine soon..
glad tat i would be receiving my 1st pay soon though it is very little.. hope to clear my bills and get something nice for my dear as its our 2 yrs anniversary! =)

my off day..

here i am again! duno what to write. duno what to do. today is my off day but duno how to spend my day, feels tired and bored. tonight my dear be going genting again =( w/o me this time round! which means i wun be seeing him for few days.
anyway, i be lazy to blog from now as i would be working.. tired i guessed..
just feeling angry and upset now, tat stupid guy owe me money but cant contact him at all.. gt guts to borrow $ from me but no guts to contact me.. shit him! i am SOoo broke noW.. haiZ.. caNt do anythiNg right noW... hoW hoW hoW?

what does my name says???

C	Careful
A	Accurate
R	Respectable
O	Odd
L	Loud
I	Ideal
N	Natural
E	Earthy

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hey~ i am baq!

i am back from my Genting trip with dear! this trip was much more fun as the weather was clear and we bought the outdoor theme park 2 days pass- played until crazy! haha! i played the Corkscrew (roller coaster- that speeds and spins up to a height of 90 feet above the ground), Space Shot (brings me up to height 185 feet up in the air and drops me down at the speed of 67km/hr) can u imagine that? it was just like commiting suicide.. scary~ haha... anyway it was fun n thrilling.. we took many other rides that was soo fun! think one of the most happening thing was my slipper broke free when i was at the DinosaurLand there~ got to tie it with my hair rubberband to the base.. so pathetic and fumbled my way back to the shoe store to buy a new pair... but bought the wrong size.. i bought another pair on my last day as my feet were screaming out loud for help! haha!

we went to the haunted adventure... it was scary.. lucky i din went in with my buddies tat time..think they would be scared to death.. the effects and those 'ghosts' suddenly appeared! wahahaa! but there was a few of us who walked in together- not so bad afterall~ and we went to the ripley's believe it or not~ it was okie and some of the things i had already seen when we went to HK one..

it was also coincidence that we met with Jolin Promo Tour. it was on the 2nd day of our trip. we managed to get hold of her tickets and we went to the conventional hall to see her. she sang and danced as the fans cheered her on. some of them even bought her CDs immediately just to get her autograph. but too bad that we had to leave about 10-15 mins after she appeared as i felt like vomitting. think its due to the dinner that we had taken at the sushi restaurant. before we could reach our hotel room, i rushed out at one of the level and vommitted at the bin... yucks~ tat feeling was terrible.. i only remembered i vomitted 3 times that night and was unable to slp well.. haIz~

the hotel was worse than we imagine but it was okie as we adapted quite fast to it. there was no refrigerator or electric kettle but got water boiler outside the room though. the toilet was smaller than our chalet's one.. can only fit in one me. so sad.. but the worse part was the cupboard or rather should be call shelves... they were dusty! are the cleaners doing their job? duStY? means noone has been using their shelves and the hangers??!!?? their tv screen size was almost the same size as my pc monitor at home~ so small...anyway i was quite worried and scared to use their things.. abit paranoid though.. hehe~ but nvm lah.. we only spent the nights and showering there... most of the time not in the hotel too...

i was quite upset as i could not get to KL.. we wanted to go but it turned out to be so eX~ RM65 to get there by cab.. means abt $30+ singapore dollars.. can tour singapore already... my bro went few days ago and they only charge RM45... duno if its becos we went peak period... anyway we shopped around..

on the last day.. i was sOO blur.. supposed to check out at 12.00.. i tot was 12.30.. we left our hotel room at 12.10.. and saw the notice tat we would be fined for late check-out~ RM75.... worried if we had enough to pay the fines anot but lucky they din say anything.. i tot our bus were leaving at 2.30 and gt to reach bus terminal by 2.00. in the end.. when we checked the tickets.. it was printed 2.00pm.. means we gt to reach the terminal at 1.30 instead! haha.. so we did not have time to shop around for dear's things... so soRRy dear.. :( but we had fun right? haha!

think that's all for our 3 days 2 nights Genting trip.. too much to say but cant say everything out here.. hehe! tk care... btw, my pics gallery have been uploaded with our pics already~ enjoY!

tk care peeps

went to hospital to visit my buddy.. glad to noe that she's alright.. tk care hor!

tml i will be going to genting~ hope i can get to play with the rides! hehe! but got to keep my fingers crossed regarding the hotel i'll be staying~ cos received negative feedback abt it though... hehe! but abit sianz abt the 6 hrs bus ride.. sooo long.. going to heat up my bum.. hahaa

but i am broke now after spending 40 bucks at the doctor clinic~ =( so ex.. gt to save up for my degree cos too~ must learn to be more thrifty but all my bills are weighing me down~ haIz.. hope to clear all soon!

anyway.. tk care everyone! will be back with more pics and more interesting events! =)

everyone seems to have fallen sick~ siGh~

i have been doing nothing constructive the whole day... just went to sch to collect my assignments n went home...

was shocked to hear that my buddy had landed in hospital.. hope she gets well soon.. and hope all of them will be better.. was a bit sad to hear that they have fallen sick~ abit heartpain though..

buddy if u happen to pass by--> just hope u will take good care of your health.. we still have a long way to go ahead of us.. and also to the rest of u too!

think i myself not getting any better too~ abit not myself though..

hope to get out of this place & enjoy myself thoroughly!
but worry for all my buddies~ tk care hor while i am away~ i will be back to join u soon! => haNg on There!

haRRy poRter!

went to watch harry porter with my great pals- my sec sch guys! they are such fun people who drives all my worries away! haha.. really glad to have known them.. but today gathering was for vincent.. he's going to enlist for army on 10th june.. HmmZ.. i was abit moody though.. i am going to miss them definitely.. miss those great time with them.. miss those catching up with them.. but its really nt a gd feeling, having to see my frenz going NS one-by-one.. and i am left outside.. working n studying.. there would be lesser nite outings in future too.. haIZ..

anyway.. i was not abit interested in this show at all.. "harry porter" seems to turn me off a little.. but anyway i went ahead.. to give vincent 'face' too! haha.. but it turned out not bad afterall.. this seem to be more funny n interesting than the previous two... we had pizza after tat.. really full.. two of them had to leave early as they gt to book in camp.. the rest of us had a little chat session before we left...

my heart seems to be carrying a heavy rock.. work work.. cant imagine.. now when i fill in forms.. my occupation would no longer be 'student' but 'early childhood educator' instead! haha.. BIG changes in my life.. i have GROWN UP really and is into ADULTHOOD... the word 'adult' & 'teacher caroline' makes me sounds old~ =P old le old le...

tiring day..

i was supposed to go buy some hammy stuffs for my baby.. but who knows.. my dear's car tyre puncture! so *suay* we got his dad's help to change the tyre and we gt to find a car shop to repair the punctured tyre and get everything done with the car. we managed to find one but waited for such a long time. we met a car insurance agent who kept talking to us as he had also sent his car for repairs.. but we weren't interested at all! haha.. so bad of us.. anyway.. we were quite angry with the shop ppl.. felt cheated.. though we do not really know the market price.. initially he quoted $75 which we felt a bit steep but no choice.. in the end, he charged us $85 cos he change duno wad valve... i was definitely fuming mad.. quoting us diff prices when things were done.. think he saw i was unhappy with it and he quoted $80 instead.. i was broke.. left with few dollars only..

it was quite late when we headed to serangoon north to buy my hammy stuffs.. i spent quite abit on his beddings, food, bath sand etc.. after that we went to IKEA to eat.. hehe.. my fav spagetti! haha.. my dear owed me one for eating all of it the previous time *delicious* =P we ordered 2 spagetti and 4 wings.. greedy hor! haha.. after which, we bought the hotdog meal with the drink and one ice-cream! *yummY* haha.. definitely great appetites!

anyway think we were too tired with the tyre puncture thingy tat we felt lethergic and headed home immediately.. now i am watching duno wad ghost show.. gt the 'gu tian le' haha.. he sure looks boyish at tat time... haha.. i going off to enjoy this stupid show already... bye peeps!

*quite excited abt going to Genting again with my dear before i starts work..hehe! but sad sia.. work work.. but nvm.. enjoy myself first before i gt to start slogging again* =P

farewell party..

just attended my so-called colleague's farewell party as she is leaving for australia. felt weird as we knew each other but i had not even started work but gt to attend this party. hee.. anyway... me n my buddies did not really ate alot at the barbeque and i only had one small corn! haaha! surprising hor! since i am usually such a glutton and eats alot! wahaha! anyway 5 of us including jasmine went to holland V swensen after that.. i was starving like hell! din had any food the whole day.. the food was okie as i ordered duno what seafood thingy which comes in a set meal with soup-of-the-day and ice-cream. we were sitting there.. talking (gossiping more likely, i think.. hehe! =P)... laughing and chatted for a while before we made our move. anyway... received my birthday present from them just now! thanks alot! loves it alot! *muACkZ* haHa! gt to apologise to them for flying aeroplane yesterday night at the last minute... so soRRY to all of u especially lx.. made u disappointed! we shall make it up another day again.. k?

had met up some of my poly frenz few days back for steamboat... was really touched as they celebrated bday for me too and made it such a surprise.. i had indeed received some very unusual present but it would be more memorable right? special mah! hehe.. thanks anyway.. we had a long chat and we are now stepping out into the working society.. we missed our sch life man!

anyway.. all the best to those starting work on 1st june.. my dear friends.. i would be joining u all soon too! tk care! cheerz up and we shall have another gathering to share our working experiences! nite.. cya again as we shall be caught bitching around again! haha!

happY bIrThdaY tO mYsELF! wad am i thinking? *siGh?*

today is my birthday 23 may! *yeah* i am supposed to be happy and enjoying myself.. but I AM NOT.. i am here facing the com.. duno wad to do.. although i be meeting my friends later...

my bday r forever so shitty.. and thinks it is really my bday becos i always sob on this special day of mine as i was crying out loud on this day 20 yrs back. Yah.. i am 20 *siGh* old already! HuMpH.. i wanna be young always.. being young at heart! like my friend says.. she's forever 16! haHa! i wish i was forever 16 too but maybe not back to my past.. too much memories to hold on... maybe a new me! wahha! think too much..

i cant wait for this day to end and wake up to another day when my bday had passed.. i guessed i would be much more happier, w/o remembering how miserable i was on this day..

but glad tat i can spend time with my friends again.. miss them soo much! i have to agree that we had been spending less time now.. maybe its my fault*.

i was upset n sobbing away when i came up with this:

The tears i shed is
For the heart that hurts
The memories i held is
For the one I loves

niCe? haha... Bryan said i was rotting n better nt to do & came up with this love thingy.. anyway was glad to hab bryan n darren *around* (on the net, i mean) to spend past that 12 midnight... there we were, talking rot n dreaming of whatever lady boss and all sorts of rubbish that you can think of.. hhaa.. tat was us!- back to the sec sch days!haha.. trying to recall how i had spend my days.. haa.. it was definitely fun with all my best friends though there were some tears n *drama* going on. =P
llalala*~*we had joy.. we had fun.. we had seasons in the sun*~* this was the best of my days!
I had better hold on to my own emotions before it gets out of hand and before i be meeting them.. anyway, just my tots on this so-called SPECIAL daY of miNe~ Tk caRe!

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miSSed me? MIA?

dearest ppl! did you miss me? hope you did..*heHe* wondering where i have gone to? missed chAtting with mE on neT? weLL.. i was in Genting for the past 4 days 3 nights. it was such a long journey of 6 hrs to and fro.. can you imagine staying on the bus for 12 hrs in total? *YAWn* *TiREd*
i was feeling worse on the way back and almost vommited.. lucky i brought my medicine along.. and felt better..
it was 'one of the most not-happening' but yet relaxing trip as wE walked ard, shoppIng, biTching ard and sLackinG away... it was supposely to be a fun trip especially the Theme park.. but guessed god was not on our side as it was raining and too misty and those machines had stopped operating *siaNz* *disappointed* =(
we went KTV for 2 times and was singing away until we left not much songs.. and the KTV server was down the 2nd time we went.. so all left was those outdated songs.. *siGh* one of my buddies was feeling down tat day just becos we went KTV. cant imagine that she hated that place so much.. in the end, think she cant take it and finally confessed about this lousy place *gt scolding from her.. blEahX*
thanks to my buddies that we spent two nights at Starbucks and Coffeebean.. *slacking* staring and making fun of each other... we had nothing else to do.. we played cards like 99, daidee(which i am still so lousy at after so many yrs *haHa*)
we went ard taking photos and our dear *motherly friend* couldn't tahan us and was sulking away whenever we took pictures...haha! chEErz uP gaL!
I cant wait to eat all our local Chinese food as we were getting sick of Malay food especially CHICKEN! haha.. miss our wanton noodles, yong tau foo etc..
Now i am back to reality...... *sulk* receive call from my buddy last night that i was scheduled to work on thurs and next week *siGh*
so sorry tat i cant join my friends to sentosa today.. i am so tired after that long journey back.. we shall meetup another day! anyway.. glad tat i am back here and be able to catch up with all my frends again! Ohh.. how i miss my PC back in genting..*haha*
*i will upload my photos asap* =) Tk caRe peePs!

hospital trip..

i have been so tired lately although i have graduated. Today i was in the hospital practically for more than 12 hrs; waiting for my uncle to undergo the operation. it was a long day as i reached there early, awaiting for his op but it was delayed till 2pm... we waited till 10 plus den he was pushed out of the operating theatre. he was in a daze but could feel that he is in pain as he could not speak out or moved at all. i felt so bad n sad to see him in such pain.. haIz.. when i reached, he told me he was feeling scared, i consoled him by about my beloved grandma who went thru much more then all my pain n worries would go away. hope it had helped; we kept talking to him to distract his attention as he was in hunger and worried.
i am so glad that he is fine and the op is successful. anyway i am going to ZZzz soon. tomorrow will be visiting him again and going for a tea session at RTRC. tk care peePs!

I have graduated! haha.. this is the day i have been waiting for; after this tortureous 3 years of poly life.. to other poly students, they might have lead an easier and simple life but not for me or rather our ech students! our lives were hard and there were tears, laughters, quarrels, sorrows and happiness too! the 3 yrs had been occupying my time, mind and spiritual totally. now when i am done with all these, i am left with that Dip and my own future to fight for. hMM... wad am i going to do next?
i have planned to further my studies in this early childhood.. but what would be next? in life, we do not really plan everything.. do we? when we wanted to be a policeman/lawyer/fire fighter/ teacher when we were young, it usually doesn't turn out so... so i will tk a step at a time.
i would nv thought i would be a teacher one day too! its just so hard to imagine... hehe! in my lives, there were not much teachers who had really left footprints in my heart.. maybe not those who really changed my life but there were those who have been there for me when i was down..
it seems that i may be satisfied with my life but am i? is this wad i wan? maybe for the time being.. i think so... life is so unpredictable.. like the nicoll highway incident.. i felt so sorry for the casualties especially their family members..
back of my mind i was thinking.. everyone of them were doing their part; working hard to provide for the family but why they come to this end? haiz.. why do god tk away those who had done well as a person and also for the society? but on the other hand, i was relieved that there was not much traffic at that point of time when it would be usually be heavy traffic; thus lesser victims. no matter wad, i believed in every part of singapore, there would be ppl praying hard for them; hoping things would be better for the families.
i remembered few years ago, there was a big hOo-hA abt the meteor stars appearing in singapore. every seaside would be crowded with ppl, waiting to catch a glimpse of it. i was sitting there, with my aunt and uncle... waiting for it to appear.. suddenly.. "shOO" it went past in the blink of an eye. i prayed hard. what did i pray for? my aunt asked. i replied "world peace" she looked quite shocked and kept quiet.. but i knew what was going thru at the back of her mind. when my friends asked, i replied the same.. some even laughed at me for making such a wish. thinking back now, why would i choose to make this wish when i was facing some turmoil in my own life then; when i should have wished something personal abt my life.. i duno.. i just felt tat noone life would be any better if there were wars happening.. i just wished for everyone life and well-being.
to all my dear friends, nothing can be worse off in life. its only when u cant learn to cope and live with it, u r nothing good compared to anything. tk care...
anyway i have just changed my layout again.. loves this song alot as i believed there would be someone out there who have touched your life once.. and that once is more than enough we can ask for.

feeling upset n heart-broken

it had been a long time since i blog again but i have feeling so upset and moody these few weeks becos of my fyp project. Although it is coming to an end and our group should be happy and celebrating, but it seems that our 3 yrs of friendship r coming to an end too. i have been feeling so "outcasted" these few weeks and i think just becos of that box. is our friendship taken so lightly that it doesn't worth a thing just becos of that misunderstanding... i really duno. u nv know how i feel when u all meet up and enjoy while i am kept in the dark about it. it was only during another of our gathering and u shared about all those fun moments but i knew nothing about it. then i would rather not know if u had nv meant to ask me along. I am not being petty about all these but i would rather u have told me and talked things out. Am i not one of your group? physically i seem to be but emotionally i dun feel so. i feel that i am just an extra and is so unimportant in this group- i am just being there becos i am your grp members, no emotional strings attached. everything that was important were taken by u all, all i took was those minor things that wasn't worth a heck.
u can nv know how sad i was when u told our advisor that u were going to gif that box to them and it was like 3 of you knew abt it and have already decided. I did not know anything about it at all! when i sounded so disappointed, all of u were like : "Fine! we can also come up with another one without you!" and all these negative feelings came up. all of u worked on it quietly as i had to pretend nothing happened.
u nv know what i went through when i came up with the box,i had injured my hand and back. so i treasured them very much and wasn't willing to give up the other box either for the school.
now i am thinking, should i stay on with this grp for our degree too since i felt so unimportant and not being valued. i am having lots of second thoughts about this trip, our degree programme and the work. tomorrow would be our last day of poly life as i duno how should i be coping with all these mixed feeligns within me. yes, i would be upset and all those teary moments. but how about u gals, i really duno. i treasure this friendship dearly but how abt u?

Hmmm...

i will be implementing my 2nd session tml for my iep(fyp) project. i have a mixed feeling about it.. anxious and duno how to describe it.. haiZ.. am i feeling insecure and inconfident of myself this time round?
our 1st round was not bad though we were so worried and were assessed by our advisor.. considered lucky =)
anyway i just played with my baby just now... he's getting so fat now.. put on soo much weight.. decided not to put too much food in his bowl.. hehe.. hope to prevent him from becoming overweight.. =P
just felt that my life seems to be so meaningless.. i duno why.. i am just rushing my project continously days, months and yrs already... now i need to start searching for a job soon and will be applying for my degree programme too.. i am already feeling the stress about my future now..
just got in touch with my ech senior lately.. glad tat she's getting on fine.. it seems that she's got some plans for her future...tat's good.. hMM.. as for me.. hope i can get my answer soon..
i am going to sleep soon.. nite to all!

my liTTle tOts..

does time proves love in a relationship? i really duno or rather i doubt so. would having a long relation meaning a stabililty in relationship and getting married at the other end? if no, den what really proves the love for each other as i pondered... love is so fragile tat no matter how carefully u holds in your hands or how long u been with it.. it may end up breaking.. why is tat so?
after been thru much ups and downs in relations... i guessed each relation had made me become wiser and more careful in choosing my partner... i still believed in this phrase: "always choose the one whom u cant live without, rather than the one you can live with."
in a relation, does love actually comprises of all the determination, understanding, care etc? or does love and all the other elements adds up to maintaining a relationship? many of us have different views on love and different definition..
are gals of my age getting more practical in life as we no longer pursue only fun and interesting moments in life with our partners? we are looking into a future with our partners where we work towards the aim of settling down, getting a flat and having a family of our own. but how much does the guys know that we have not changed at all but we are in a different phrase of life. we have needs which differs from the past already- we need sense of security in our future together.
i will be out in the field in a month time, i believes that i would have reached another developmental stage as i continue to pursue my studies and continously upgrading myself. i hope to be an independent woman where no matter wad happens in life, be it failure in relation or marriage, i would have something to fall on as i depend on myself to live on.
First learn to believe in yourself, only then you will believe in others.

baby~baby~

my dearest baby as above in snapshots.. so adorable!! hehe! loveya to bits.. muacKs!!

Busy~ Busy! buZZzzz

it has been a long time since i blog again.. today i shall update about my recent life... my days had been plain and boring with just my assignments... assignments.. been busy making puppet boxes for my FYP puppet play project.. getting tired of it though we had not implement it..
i have got a new member in my family! haha.. those who know me well would get a good laugh! hahA! i have got myself a baby winter white dwarf hamster! its about 1 month old already.. i named it 'baby'.
y did i suddenly wana get a hamster as i was always so afraid of animals? i guessed i needed something to spice up my life.. there was a day when i suddenly felt so empty in life n was so tired of it... i wanted something new..
i accompanied my dear to his fish shop as usual and i was staring at this baby hamster.. i was literally staring at it for more den an hour.. having the feeling to own this cute baby... it was struggling inside me whether i should purchase it anot... in the end, i did not buy as i was afraid i would not be prepared to look after it and handled as i had the phobia of animals..
for few days, i read up lots of info on them and joined forums to find out more.. to learn more about them..hehe.. finally got it!
hope to take good care of it! =)

loves u alot~

i duno if i had made the right choice to give each other a chance to start all over again.. but i am sure that i do loves u so dearly, my dear alvin~ i hate to cry and hate that pain in my heart.. though i was prepared to walk alone once again.. i know it would be real hard to pick up all the broken pieces of my heart and mend it again~ its just so hard~
i hope it would be another new beginning for us as we loves each other and believed that we would be able to overcome all obstacles with all the strong will i have within me and with the support of my dear friends around.. i am prepared to walk with u down the road with the blessings from our friends once again..
*to all my friends especially hy, yy & xl.. thanks for all ur concern.. u have been great pals which i treasure our friendships alot~ i have nothing much to say but thank you from the bottom of my heart.. "Thank You." i hope this msg here would soothe all your worries and concerns for me.. i am really fine.. thanks alot~ =)

sad~sob~

here i am.. its early in the morning and i am already awake.. but guessed i did not really slept the whole nite.. whenever i close my eyes, all the memories flowed in my mind~ now i hate to fall asleep alone... it was just so scary n lonely.. i hate tat feeling...
as i looked through the photos we had.. i think we had went thru alot despite of the fact tat we had lots of differences in family background and etc.. i cast aside the reality world i was in and decided to go into this "dreamland" with you.. u have brought me lots of happiness with your family... ur mum have doted on me alot and i duno how to repay her kindness..
i am only sad to say that i am really sorry.. i guessed.. reality n dreams can never be the same.. now i got to wake up and face my own reality world all over again as i walked alone thru this..

so sorry & thanks for everything

this might be the last time i shall blog since this is the day where my memories ends here.... everything will be a kept memory somewhere in me, myself. I shall not let everyone have a peep into it.
thanks for everything you have done all these months... i guess only u n me had the memories in both hk and singapore.. thanks for bringing me there to view and had fun~ those were one of the happiest days of my life especially when we were there to celebrate your brithday.. so sorry tat i could not get anything else for u..
u have been a gd bf but i guessed we had too many differences tat we could not compromise.. so sorry.. i had too much to say which i could not pen it here.. just wanna thank you..

pOOr fiSh =(

as my title suggested, my day was filled with fishes~ i went with my dear's mum n sis to jp for dinner and get their home necessities...after tat, i went with my dear to the chilid farm in lim chu kang to exchange one of his fish bought yesterday.. i think the fish was dying but we still brought it back to the farm in case its still surviving.. but sad to say, the uncle just took a look at it and then fed it to his dog.. i was so shocked and only one thing came to my mind in that instant~ cruelty and disgusted! but the dog spat it out instead and the fish was lying on the floor when the uncle brought out to another pond for a new fish.. i felt abit sad for the fish.. it was overall a living thing too but why the uncle treated it this way~ haiZ..
then my dear bought another 3 fishes... i just felt that he got too much of it already.. and i dun like this species- they r so fierce~ buLLies!
we headed opposite my house there and i bought 4 more neon tetra to add to my collection.. heehe.. i love these neon tetra.. they looks so nice~ my dear bought the blood worms and some aquatic plants for his tank.. i love my fish tank though its small.. i hope to be able to maintain the plants well so tat it looks nicer but i am broke.. next time shall buy the plant fertiliser when i am richer... =P
tml my group will be going to to the FSC to discuss about the implementation of my fyp.. hope it goes well~ will be sending my dear's 2nd sis to aus too.. hope she does well over there~ =)
will be catching some sleep soon.. tml will have to get up early.. yaWn~ niTe!

tired day~feeling lethergic

it has been quite some time since i blog as i have been too busy with my projects.. i am so drained out with all of them as they seems to be never-ending... i finally get to rest on sunday.. i was out for a birthday celebration for 2 of my sec sch friends(wenhong & vincent).. had a nice dinner at kuali restaurant at suntec~ it was not bad though i had spent quite a bomb on tat day and on the presents.. anyway we had a nice chat at the esplanade b4 we headed home..
today was quite a moody day for me as i was in pain~ not feeling well... and had to meet my friends in sch for my fyp.. siaNZ~ needed to meet my adviser to discuss about it.. after which, i went with my dear and zhaohuang to get his fish and turtle... my dear is so into fish nowadays that he had spent quite a lump sum on them.. now the fishes gets all his attention~ =(
hehe.. anyway tml i finally get a free day from my projects.. hope i would feel better and accompany my dear to go beach and collect rocks for his fishes~ (his dear fish again) =P gd nitE to aLL n tk caRE!

tired~sleepy~

its already 4.40am in the morning already and yet i am stilll awake here! finally, i had finished my individual part for my project after i left linxian's house at around 3.30am. i been rushing thru the 2 projects due tomorrow or rather later in the day. wondering how am i going to tahan the 6 hrs lecture i am going to have later, moreover i had an job interview in the evening! hope i can pass the day fast and be able to rest before i study for my speech test on wed. how i wish for break week soon but i dun think it be a real break with my final yr project going on.. siGh~ let me off~ i need some rest and have some fun!

mY vaL gifTs!

todaY was quite an enjoyable daY though we had to do project~ crazY or waD? hehe... actuallY we were chattINg the wholE afterNoon wiTh linxiAn's mUm about facial products and so on... was tempted to get the facial products as it was affordable and seems not bad since her mum has been at it for many years~ anywAY.. we spent the time eatINg roti prata, rojak, and tibits! guessed we would put on weight if we were to go on like this~ hehe! to be a fat pig is the last thing in my list or rather off my list! we did not do much discussion but instead we separate the work like 'fen zhu rou'! haha! soundS familiar?
afteR which.. i went to JP with my dear.. was supposed to get my Valentine gift which he owed me~ haha! went into The Wallet Shop and in the end, we got 2 wallets instead of one.. why? coS my dear wantEd one billabong one tOO! (caN see our new wallets from the snaPshoT though not clear)spenT quiTe a bomb in there anD went Perllini to geT my faV earring! finallY own it! haha.. so haPPy as i had aimed for it quite long time already.. hopE to get one with real diamond but was far off my budget about 100-200+... but liKe it anywaY cos it was from My dear~ thankS dear! muackZ! gtG sooN n starT on my project! my dear is stIll hungry aftEr spenDing the whole daY eating.. dunO wad his stomach is made of.. haHa! =P Off i go!

happIe beLated ValentinE daY to aLL!

as mY title suggested! hehe! weLL.. this yr valentine was very simple.. just spending some time with my dear shopping and went for dinner or rather supper? haha...we actually slept till 5++pm before we left to celebrate this valentine day... it was very hard for us to decide where to go as everywhere was so crowded.. we ended up at marina square when we wanted to go Fish & Co at bugis... but it was so crowded and hard to get parking space.. changed our mind then...i bought a shirt for my dear as i practically had no time to shop for one... so sorry dear that u had to make do with it.. settling for dinner was difficult as every place seemed to be fully booked.. we ended up at ms steamboat! haha.. weird right? anyway.. we ate only satay chicken and prawns only as it was quite late when we reached and they did not refill the foods anymore.. we ate for about 2hours~ tireD and fuLL~
i be doing projects again tml~ siGh.. been doing it for weeks and days without resting~ just slog and slog~ haiZ.. hope i caN havE a good resT again.. luckY we had this valentine day to rest.. if not, we would be at it again~ canT wait for the next holiday or our break week!
i was shortlisted to go for the 2nd interview by the MP... so scared.. duno whether wanna take up this job anot if i am selected.. seeMs tat i am quite negative about it since i went thru that terrible 1st interview... anyway.. i can only wait till tat day to come and i will see about it.... work work~

sad~ tears~ =..(

i just hate my day today.. feel so upset and everything seems to go wrong.. maybe i shouldn't do it but anyway i did.. i just hate the way it turned out.. just hope it's alright... no mood to do anything especially my undone assignments but i got to get going to survive.. jusT an idiotic daY.. i guessed its not meant to be spelt out here.. but i wish i could.. just to let u noe how i felt.. how i really felt..

interview~ interviews~

today was such a busy day.. i had one interview after one another.. the first one was my group interviewing a supervisor for our assignments.. the second one was a job interview...
the first one was abit lengthy as the supervisor went on n on... she shared with us too much that we were rushing for time... i kept looking at the clock as time pass by... after we interviewed her.. we rushed down for the job interview..
we were late as we also needed to take passport size photos... we went to jurong point and waited for some time for the photos to be developed.. we were definitely late and rushed to the kindergarten..
the interview was like shit.. the principal just called the 4 of us into her office and briefed us on the job requirements and the centre's background... after that.. she asked if we had any questions to ask.. some of my friends asked a few den she told us to pass her all our result slips n the form... sounds so stupid.. where gt interview like tat one.. initially, each person was interviewed individually.. after tat.. i tink she gt impatient and decided to brief us as a group.. just an idiot interview i got when i carried such heavy portfolio down and she refused to view it.. waste of my time n energy~ haiZ..
anyway.. i went jp to walk around with sihui and reached home not long ago abt 10+.. so tired after a long day... i fell aslp in the bus and almost missed my stop.. lucky i woke up in time.. tml is another long busy day again! nite!

upset~ =(

i had just taken my medicine.. but my fever still has not subside yet. haiZ..
today was quite a bad day for me n my grp of friends.. wenhui is suspected of chicken pox again for the 2nd time... so afraid she would contract it and our projects would be affected without her.. hope she will be fine after the observation... linxian was quite upset and abit agitated today.. i guessed she's quite stressed up abt our assignments..
i am so sorry tat she broke into tears cos we did not bring up the topic we felt like doing; during our meeting with the advisor... she felt like a fool but we did not meant to keep quiet cos we did not know what each other was thinking and did not dare to bring up the topic... things do not seem to go so smoothly for us today... the 2 of us were still on medication and not feeling well... hope tat we get well soon enough to return to our projects.. really got loads of it~
feeling tired.. got to slp.. tml still got my friend's 21st bday.. need to attend it no matter wad... tk care!

feeling much better~

i am feeling better after taking the medication but still having a bad running nose.. the smell of it makes me feel so sick... but anyway i went to sch today despite of the mc i had today... i only got 2hrs lesson so i might as well attend it..
i walked around the open house and it was so crowded... i went to my early childhood place and was happy to see that there have been so many changes over the last 2 open house i have seen.. this yr was much more nicer and grand.. we had video clips to show what our course is about and i saw some of my friends in it.. i saw myself too! hehe.. but i dun look good in it.. like so shag and blur... walked around the atrium to see the CCAs available.. but it seems too late as i am in 3rd year now.. haha! but it was quite interesting.. lots of stalls setup by the sec sch was quite innovative.. wanted to make one for myself and dear but they said they do not have anymore of the test-tubes. so sad =( sorry dear... i seemed to be like the yr 1s, wondering around.. i tink noone would guessed tat i am already in yr 3... haha! =P
after tat, i went to bugis to buy gift for one of my friend's 21st bday... it was quite fast tat i settled for one.. too tired to look around... got a cheap and nice slippers for $6 only.. great for casual wear! i went straight home after tat as i was still not feeling well... my poor dear was so tired after carrying is sis's laptop around...
i just finished my part for the group assignment.... hope its alright.. tml got to meet my adviser.. haiz.. hope she can help us.. our group need help!

wisH me gd healTh! hehe~

i got to see the doc finally after struggling with the sickness for about one week! i been so shag and weak.. been having headaches.. backaches.. wadever ache tat exists.. i have them all..haiZ~ after school.. i wanted to see doc and rest after medication.. but it was closed! siaNz.. go home rest and got to out again.. feeling so sick.. i was having fever when they took my temperature and made me waited for so long.. about 1hr.. and the fees went up to so high...$42! i tot i was broke but luckily my dad come and gave me $50.. actually i purposely took the medicine in his presence so tat i can "claim" it back..hehe! so noTTy..
i was given mc but i wanna go sch tml.. the doc advised me not to when i insisted... she was quite fierce about it.. but i went to eat mac after seeing the doc.. no food to eat already.. hope i would be alright.. (cross my fingers~)=)
got to go now.. go rest.. hope i get well!
last of all.. thanks to yee & sandy for visiting my blog! i will visit urs too! =)

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i am still having flu and it seems to be getting worse.. my fever comes on and off at times.. such a terrible feeling.. i am just so tired these few days... not been catching enough sleep.. i am going to slp soon and complete my assignment tomorrow morninG.. tk caRe!

shaG~shaG..shag...

i am now super shag. had not been catching a gd sleep for nites already.. i guess abt 3 days already.. i been so super busy these few days.. i had a pri sch gathering on fri, sec sch gathering on sat. projects for sun and today!
i had alot of fun on fri as we had not met up for about 7yrs.. i guess... such a long time den we met up.. alot of us couldn't recognise each other as we had all changed soo much~ haha! we could only recognise each other with the photos on our IC... but it was a nice one as we talked about the past, had dinner and shared about our current life... but too bad, alot of them had to go off early as they had other commitments.. so only left the few of us.. we went to my friend's friend pub in selegie and drank, played games and tok rubbish.. i tink we had taken about 3-4 jugs of alchohol.. but it was not very ex too~ i was a bit tipsy but was alright as i still could walk to a kopitiam quite far away and we ended up in marina south with my friend's bf car.. we had small talks as one of my guy friend was not in the form to play billard.. i was too tired and needed to go home.. i reached home about 4++am n fell aslp as i had to go out again on sat
for my sat.. it was a very busy day too! i woke up at 9++ and met up with yee chong n we wanted to buy gifts for weizhang's house warming.. we went to eat and walked ard.. i was approached by a gal for duno wad talent scout.. she kept bugging me to sign up but i refuse.. i was so hungry and tired then.. we spent a bomb on the gifts and was glad tat weizhang like it! hehe! we had fun, bbq, luffs and tease each other... just lots of laughter.. i helped in the fire starter and i was made a fool as i did lots of funny things.. but in the end.. we got the fire started... finally as we were all too hungry! we went to his house and rot for a while b4 playing games again.. initially i won some money but in the end, baq to square one... haiZ~ but anyway.. we stayed till about 6am in the morning as we chatted and teased each other... we decided to leave with weizhang as he had to report for duty ard 7+.. i was so tired tat i could not walked properly and managed to reach clementi interchange.. i ate very little and took cab home..too shag to even open up my eyes and take out my contact lens.. was struggling and went to bed fast..
i did nothing on sun and today except for projects, projects n projects.. so u can guessed how heavy our project was... so stressed with it.. still not done with it yet.. i am too tired to think now.. i even knocked my head against the bus seat as i dozed off on my way home... it was so loud tat everyone looked at me.. so paiseh.. i dragged myself home and watch tv a while and is going to dreamland soon.. i am still having slight flu and sore throat.. haIz.. hope i recover soon to take up further challenges in my projects again!

stIll sick..sianZ

haIz.. i am still sick now.. been sick for the past 2 days.. no time to see doctor man~ busy wif my assignments form day to night.. how i wish i can take a rest.. when i just got home after assignment discussion.. i am into another project again at home.. got to do it fast as my members seems to be doing it fast.. strEssed.. arGGhh... got tO slp.. tml got long day lessOn and will be meetINg my pri sch frenz! dunO how much they aLL hab changEd! on the lookouT for surpRise!

feelINg sick.. =(

not feeling very well.. was very tired today as i did not had a gd slp last night.. had a whole day of lesson..felt lethergic.. when i reached home.. i felt feverish and got slight flu.. sianz.. cant afford to fall sick now.. got loads of assignments waiting for me.. i am fully booked for this 2 weeks!! so busy schedule siaZ... gtg to slp soon.. afraid i will be sick.. need to pop some medicine~ stay healthy!

Busy daY~~

finaLLy one of mY new yR daY is sOo busY.. haha..sounDS so paThetic.. weLL today was supposed To meeT uP my friends to do assIgnMents.. BUt in the end, i was busY visiting my friends, relativES and had a small gatherinG with my aunt, uncle and cousinS...
my dear and i went to York Hotel to meet them up for hi-tea. i was expecting to meet my cousin's gf but she was busy and cant make it... quite disappointed.... the hi-tea was so-so only.. last time it was much more nicer and varieties.. buT that was more than 5 yrs ago.. things have changed.. economy was also bad.. thuS the chanGe.. my couSin is goinG in NS on weDnesdaY.. hoW time flies.. all Of us had growN up Now... anD i am goinG to be a fuLL-pledGed teachEr in a few months time.. *worried*
wenT to MinglI's house to baI niaN and my dear they all played blacK jack.. won quite a sum oF money.. i reachEd home and entertAined my relatives for a while and was off again...
i met some oF my sec scH friends anD played cards again... i won $7 in about 1 hr.. not so bad overall.. been losing some money here and there for the past few days...lucKy daY~~ hehe..
noW back to settlE my indiviDual assiGnment for tml for submiTioN... sO tired Now.. gtg to slP after readinG the thinGS my grp membErs had donE...feLt abit bAd foR leavINg them alone.. well.. bu expected this as it is just the 4th day of new year.. sure to have programmes goinG on.. dunNO y theY dun haB.. haiZ.. gD nite.. tml need to go for make-up lessoN~ so latE..

roTTing..

here i am.. still rotting in the afternoon.. still wondering if wanna go my uncle's place.. i am so moody n tired.. slept at 5 plus yesterday and woke up ard 9 plus..i was just like an idiot waiting for someone... but to realise that he was out there with others, enjoying himself... and i was there in bed.. waited for 5 hrs.. why...
i dun wish or feel like doing anything today.. two of my cousins wun be there.. it would be so sianz.. my bro also dun wanna go.. how? how? how? maybe stay at home to do my assignment... due on monday... boring.. why am i so bored.. feeling upset during chn new yr period.. aren't i supposed to be happy and enjoy this festive season.. what am i doing? what is happening to me??? haIz.. mY heart is scReAMing out louD in my hEart... yeT tearINg quietLy...
where were u when i needed u.. i just wanted someone by my side but u were not here with me.. u din give a damn when i gave u so many calls and sms.. u just din bother to care so much..

super duper boring on 2nd day of new yr.. siaNz!

so boring.. i am back home at 11pm... my whole family is super boring one leh.. i tink wad my cousin said wad right... they always say new year only once a year but yet all wanna go home at 10... we just started the game around 8 to 9 plus... so bored.. i had nowhere to go.. my dear also like not wanting to meet me.. sianz.. leave me alone to go home rot and so am i here... rotting... tomorrow going to my uncle place.. dun feel like going cos most of my cousin would not be there.. den wad for i go.. rot again? SIANZ! now i am just wait to get tired and sleep.. just rot n rot n rot.. CAn someOne pls inJect somE fUn into my liFe??!!! haiZ...

happY new Yr tO aLL!

I just reached home from my cousin's place... we played monopoly and cards... it was so bored.. my cousin even claimed that the whole family is sooo boring which made all of us laughed~ i tink i am super down on my luck cos of "it", i lose monopoly and even $2 in cards where we played only 10 cents.. buay tahan.. juz too bad..
so tired now.. tomorrow will be a busy day, "entertaining" those adults.. sianZ.. we caN only watchEd tv.. play gamEs and roT!!!
super Tired noW... gd niTe.. hopE my luck would be better tomoorw! wiSh me the best.. hehe!
happY new yr tO all and good health to aLL! haB a blessfUl n smooth-saiLing yR! Hope can collect lots of anG baos and giVe me some! =P

buzzzzziE~~~

jUz sooo busY with aLL the make-up lessoNS I had todaY... was quiTe tireD buT was happY to geT my 'ba gua' frOm my frienD, Linxian! hehe.. got somethinG to chEw at lasT.. be gettinG another pomelO again!! wooH.. seemS to be liKE christmaS.. xchangIng new yr 'giFts'? haha.. buT noT bad laH.. They r juSt too niCe ppl.. glAd to hab knowN theM or eLse i be stArving!
i cant staY onlinE too lonG todaY cos i still got to study foR tml's quiZ~ siAnz.. gOt to stUdy... Hope i bE abLe ot finiSh it fasT and undersTand weLL...
i had juSt helpeD my deaR to dyE his hair.. hE's still waiTing foR the develOPing timE... hOpe it turNs out weLL or i wiLL receive An earfuL froM hiM =P! wannA looK nice Nice on chN New yeaR daY~ vaIn vaIN~~ buT as lonG as hE likes it, iTs gooD! i aM so hunGry noW.. havE not takEn dinner yeT.. waiT~~~ waiT~~ got to wait for him! arGghh.. starVing! huRRy uP!
i wAs abiT upset thiS morninG.. on my waY to schooL.. i saw an civic ambuLance and two men trying to help aN old maN inTo the amBulance... thE old maN looked so fraiL anD helpLess.. gueSSed he musT havE hate himseLf for beinG a burdEn to otheRs... haiZ.. i better take good care of myself.. my familY hEalth historY iS super loNg anD negaTive... wiTh high blooD pressure.. cancer... diabetics... and the liSt goes on.. buT anyway i will definitely get high blood pressure as it runs in the famIly... juZ hope dun geT it sO sooN.. i stIll wanna enjoY lifE witH all The good food n tHings to dO! hOpe i wiLL start tO exerCise sooN anD mosT imptly.. duN alwayS dream of iT in mY sleeP onlY! exeRcise.. exercise! stiLL blOg agaIN wheN i havE time.. gOt to studY.. stUdy... i aM a hardwoRking gaL! =P

BugIs!!

i was at buGis this whoLle afternoon till now.. so tired... it was quite crowded as we went around looking for just a parking lot... anD hard to imagINe tat we spenT 1hr just to Find it! sO we went around in buGis villAge and shopped for mY bro's clothes.. in the end. hE managed to get a shiRt and 2 t-shiRts... hOpe he likeS it! buT i did not Get anyThing foR myselF.. humPh! =( saw alot of nice cloThes buT did noT get a Chance to touch them... haIz.. so saD n disaPPointed..
anYyway we met my mum and godma later in the evenINg... we walked in OG bugiS and i met one of my frenz, dawn there... we walked till quite late ard 10++ and reached home noT long agO.. thanKs to my deAR for fetChing us around.. buT feLt abiT bad coS sort of negLect hiM... LuckIly my bro was ard to accompany him anD chat with Him.. sO tired noW... tomolo stIll got clAss in the morninG.. and bLur me.. forgotten to bring mY casetTE tape whiCh i need tO hand tO my teachER.. goT to wastE $$ to buy anoTher one again.. siAnz! bluR me.... goT to slP.. nIte!

nice or bad day? haiZ...

why r some people so unsensible and unresonable to put the blame on others and thinks that they r always the right one... i hate people like that when they just vent angers to others without reason and it doesn't stop there... just hate the feeling of being a anger-trash can where they just throw their anger on others.... but of cos.. i dun hate him... becos of who he is... i duno who to blame or what i can really do.. just hate that feeling...
today was actually a nice day as i managed to spent time with my mum and godma... i helped them to dye their hair as new year is approaching soon.. but they were quite disappointed cos the colour which the salesgal had picked did not turned out well.. i guessed it was not gold enough... we went to eat and spent some time walking around to get the atmosphere of new year occasion.. but duno why.. as i grow older.. new year was no longer a so-happy occasion already.. yet it seems to be chore now... but anyway just be gald tat i still can receive ang-baos now.. hehe!
i managed to do-up the list of childcare centres for my ampyc project... finallY.. i have dragged it enough thru last night... supposed to be done by yesterday but i guessed i have totally placed it at the back of my mind... duno why but i suddenly remembers it..
new year is approaching in a few days time.. yet i have not paint my room nor pack it... oH goD! i am going to have a busy time on wednesday...having to clear all my "treasures"! hehe..
dun think too much first.. tommorrow shall go out with my bro to get his new year clothes! hope to enjoy 1st! muaCkz!

changes n changes in life...

today was a short day in school from 9 to 1pm only.... did not know where to go after school... den decided to go dental clinic with my buddy.. haaha.. it has been a very long time since i went dentist... i guess abt 6-7 yrs after pri school.. but spent quite a bomb on it too.. $90!! hohoHo... brokE liaO... i am already poor even b4 new year.. hehe.. but it was quite painful loH.. i was likE want to screAm but canT.. oh yAh.. i was so surprised with the technology there.... the dentist was able to show me my teeth using a scope and showed it on a lcd screen.. waH.. firsT time i see so clearlY of my teeth froM the inside..
i bought new yr clothes and some barang barang too... but my parents say my cloThes not niCE.. oHH... *so sad*... my bro said noT bad but Maybe he did noT wan to add On my agony... hehe.. my deAr shaked his head toO when he first saw It.. haIz... anyway.. i bought a small pouch for myself and a tissue holder cum coin purse for my aunt toO.. hopE she will Like it!
i had a long journey home from bt merah central... and took the same bus few yrs back when i was working at WOS there... on my journey back, i realised that alot of things had changed... the buildings and environment.. some had more buildings and others were demolished... there were so many constructions going on to make way for new buildings.. i guessed i have changed too after 3yrs... the bestway which i used to work at was closed down too.. a new department store Ck was opened nearby... some shops were still there while some had moved or even new shops had opened... but luckily, my fav beancurd stall was still around.. hehe... got to eat one of my fav longan beancurd! *yuMMy*
weLL... things have chanGed.. environmentS.. and of cos huMAns too... but i guessed i am still the same except that my appearance is different now.. buT i do hOpe that somE thingS would not chanGed if noT everythinG would just be Memories onlLY.... buT one thinG for sure.. our friendships, family n relative ties is something that we cannot changed forever.. loves them very much although hard to express myself.. sO i am workinG hard now to proVide for theM! loVeS aLL of u out theRe toO!

Juz my thouGhts..

i had a chat with a few of my close friends this afternoon.. we were talking about this gal who been attached with her bf for a few years already.. but her life seems to be so empty besides at home- household chores, sleep, watch tv, play with younger sis and meet up with bf.. even when they meet up, they dun really go 'par toh' just eat downstairs for dinner and go nearby shopping mall to walk...
we encouraged her to open up her social circle and got to make more friends... no matter wad, one person cannot just live in her own world and bf's world.. i believed that one should not neglect his/her friends though he/she is attached... bue she's different.. her life was like that since she was young.. we hope to help her as we realised that her bf seems to have changed and not so loving with her anymore ever since an incident happened... her bf was instead so outgoing and always out with his friends... we were afraid her bf might start to find her boring.. moreover we r going to graduate soon in a few months time.. life as a teacher is on doubt plain as we will be facing staffs, children and parents... her bf would be out in the workforce, getting in touch with the society and make more friends.. we were worried for her... hope she would understand our intentions in helping her and not cope up at home everyday for the rest of her life.. be exposed to the world outside.. everyone need their own social support too...
well.. life is not only about growing up, receiving an education, getting married, have chidlren and die off like that... we have lots of things in life that we can do.. it all depends if we r willing to take the initiative to do it anot... although i am just an individual.. i hope to achieve something in life too.. life is lots more besides the ups and downs..

homeWork~!~!

I had a long day today... from 9 to 5... almost fell asleep and hit my head on the table during afternoon class.. lucky noone saw me.. haha.. if not, so paiseh...
i had quite a bad day as well.. i was scolded once i reached home.. my dad was in a foul mood.. everyone got a scolding from him.. haiZ.. duno what has got into him.. i told my dear and he just sayang me...
i was packing my notes just now and realised that my notes were all mixed up.. did not know which one was for which module.. y am i so untidy now? i think i am stressed.. tat's y. my schedule is also very packed as well.. going to have a hard time..
so sorry dear.. i cant help him with his hair as i got very early morning class tomorrow... will help him tomorrow! hehe!
i just downloaded some old songs which i used to love alot.. listening to it now.. reminds me of the old times.. well, seems tat i am old.. haha.. i guess i got to admit it now since i have just hit 20.. oHhh.~~ haha.. a young lady right now! =P
later got to do my homework for tomorrow class.. sounds hardworking? yesH.. i am! hehe! =P seeyA! deaR.. deaR...

shoping for new yr clothes.. movie... broke..broke broke..

i have been shopping this whole afternoon with my bro for new year clothes.. yet did not find anything for myself nor my bro..
we went several shops and my bro tried many shirts & t-shirts at one store... in the end, we did not buy anything.. the shop assistant looked so surprised! but we felt so bad about it.. haiZ.. so baD leH.. heehe
my dear called me and met us up.. we went for dinner and i gave a big treat to my bro.. we went sakae sushi.. i am broke.. we spent abt 50 bucks in all.. quite cheap lah as we were soo full... we wondered around and did not know what to shop since we decided to go bugis this weekend to shop for clothes..
so in the end.. we went to watch show.. got 2 free tickets as i paid using posb card.. there were only 3 of us.. left 1 ticket.. did not want to waste it... so called my mum.. she came last minute as we were not able to contact her at all.. we watched Ju-On 2.. quite scary and my poor dear's hands must be screaming for help.. hahaha! poor boY... we went home and i changed my clothes.. went to his house in the end.. so tired now.. tomorrow hab to wake up at 7am.. oh god! got to go.. go find zhou gong already! hehe.. bye! night!

blog blog blog!!

i am able to see my own blog finally... duno what have caused the problem... anyway i have just reached home after a long day.... finally my project will be submitted tomorrow after a week of hard work! siGh! can tk a break temporarily first! i was too tired to blog yesterday.. been facing the pc for several hrs before i can hit the on/off button... was typing and thinking for info... cracking hard at my brain.. had a long talk with yeechong, my sec sch frenz.. its a long time i had a nice chat with him.. actually i called him up as i was quite emotional... my poly frenz had a talk to me on the net and i was feeling a bit down so felt like chatting to someone.. we chatted till quite late and i needed to catch some slp..
today, i had a short day from 10 to 1... i went with sihui and linxian to valley point to buy text... duno why my school did not order for us and we had to travel there personally to purchase it.. but lucky we were able to get it as ours were the last few left... but we had difficulties in searching for the place.. our dear linxian led us to the wrong place.. it was such a hot weather.. worse still.. we met a tiko pek who talked rubish to us... nothing but dirty thoughts were running thru his mind.. how disgusting he was! so fedup at the thought of him...
we sat at the starbucks or coffee bean.. and had a long talk.. it has been a long time since we sat down and chat.. we been so busy with life and projects.. but felt so guilty towards wenhui for leaving her to finalise it.. so sorry.. hope she can join us the next time as she had been missing out of our conversation for several times already.. hope to spend more time together b4 we graduate in april... but all my frenz have been great.. they have walked thru with me in my life.. thanks! especially my sec sch frenz.. they would always be in my mind no matter where, what and how..

working on.. and on..

i am so sleepy now.. i have just completed a small part of my proposal and writing disc for linxian now..i gt to meet them early in the morning at 9am though my lesson starts at 2.. i am so tired.. just wish to hand up this proposal and take a short break temporarily.. been working at it for days and nights already...
today was my first day in school after 2 months holiday.. it was a tiring long day as we received loads of notes and assignments.. only the first day and we were overwhelmed with all these.. haiz.. cant imagine the rest.. but this sem is very short for me as my poly life would end in april..i do not have any exams for this last sem.. everyone would say i am soo lucky to be without exams but i doubt so... got to start searching for a job soon and my life as a carefree teenager/ young adult ends here... i would be entering a new phrase of life like a reborn baby... my guy frens would be serving ns and i am out in the workforce.. cant imagine how life would be like.. hope time can pass slowly as i cant deny that i am afraid to enter this new phrase of life... got to stop here.. need to catch some sleep before the sun gets up.. gd nite.. hope tomorrow would be better but i got speech training and the lecturer is like sh*t.. hope i can survive thru her module peacefully.. wish me luck.. last of all wish micheal a happy bday! bye

project.. project.. project..

why my blogs are still not up??... duno wad happen to blog spot... but anyway i have just finished typing my project for my group.. tommorow got to meet up again to discuss as we did not really do much work just now.. we went to search for journals again and printed them out.. we splitted the job again as we concentrate on our own part individually..
feeling tired now.. just reached home around 9++ from school.. i did not have any lessons today yet went back sch to do project..siaNz.. wenhui left 1st wif her hubby.. left only 3 of us and we decided to do it in school and chatted for few hrs.. surfed net after bathing till now... gt to sleep soon.. tml gt lesson from 9 to 5.. den duno will stay back until wad time.. hope wun be too late cos still got lesson on wednesday.. tomorrow will be our first day of school.. hope everyone have not changed but tat's quite hard too.. be busy scanning thru frenz and might get surprises from them! hehe.. nitE!

project proposal.. finally..

i just finished my part of the project proposal.. need to discuss and collate the whole project by tomorrow.. very tired now and not feeling well.. having migraine since evening but forgotten to take medicine... we went to malaysia again and i just bought a pair of sandals... did not spend much as we ate only KFC and they bought some discs... i was so quiet throughout the journey as my head was feeling so tight and heavy.. goign to take medicine soon.. guessed i did not have enough sleep as i 'ton' the whole night yesterday...
duno y the blogger was down but hope it will be up soon... gd nite.. *yawN*

Ohh.. sch's restartinG!!

i am soo tired.. juz woke up after a deep slp.. i juz reached home this morning ard 11++.. i had not slept the whole nite.. was at vincent's house chatting and laughing for hrs.. waH.. think caN break recoRd.. dunO if anyone had tried laughing continously for more than 5 hrs+... so funnY.. he's forever a joker and makes us laughs until mouth can cramp.. but very tired too.. me and darren did not even had a minute of sleep as it was quite cramp and stuffy..guess the air-con was not working well... worse still i wore jeans and i was like perspiring all over... but its quite fun since it has been a long long time we had a gathering and enjoyed ourselves like that... sch's restarting tml.. we will be busy all over again.. those studying ones.. busy wif final yr project or attachment.. in ns one r in camp or course... hope we will have a chance to meet up again like this... later got to do my project.. haven touched it at all...hope i can do it quick and settle it.. tk care all f renz! gd luck to those in final yr!

shoPPing!! saleS eveRywhere!

actually today is a boring day because we had to meet up and do our group assignments... i was sighing all the while as i got to meet them at 10am.. in the end i reached at1pm.. haha.. lucky i reached there late cos they have been toking all the few hrs back... waste of time.. hehe.. but the journey was suffering.. the bus air-con broke down and alot of ppl were squeezing as it was dismissal time for schools... i was like going to faint with all the perspirations of those sch boys.. yucks! in the end.. got down at clementi and took a cab instead.. haiZ.. waste money again but the weather was just intolerable... the cab was also like stuffy and hot as the uncle told me the weather was 33 degree... sooo high temperature... but only wished to reach sch library soon..
things were quite smooth as we managed to find the journals quickly.. so we were able to leave around 3+, heading to town...
orchard was quite crowded as we had to squeeze our way through.. but we just walked around like window shopping.. as the closing time was near, we managed to get some things at robinsons and watsons with sales going on! but din really spend much as they din cost much... but quite happy with it lah.. long time since i went out and managed to get some things... hehe
supposed to meet some frenz but cancelled.. preferred to meet up tml.. hope we can meet up! miss them alot! their rubbish too.. hehe..

ouT of towN~

haha.. today is indeed a long day.. i was supposed to go out with my pri sch frenz but i 'fang ta fei ji'.. haha.. feel so bad.. but of cos i had a real good reason.. i had to help paint my house... my dad and bro were busy painting the windows and definitely i had to help out and had to reject my frenz at the very last minute.. guilTy maN... while painting, my dear suddenly gave me to call to ask me go malaysia.. so sudden..
i was quite worried initially..afraid of the traffic; jams at causeway & most impt our safety.. but did not want to disappoint him also... hehe.. most funny was.. i informed my mum and asked her if she wanna to join us on thinking that we be going alone.. haha.. she was so quick and excited that she took out the cards and pack her things... but my dear called me later to tell me that we r going in a grp with junyuan they all.. which means i had gave my mum false hope.. hard to tell her this.. she was indeed disappointed but i promised to go with her again the next time...
when we reached.. i realised tat the shopping centre did not change much as i have been there b4 many years back... but we reached abit late and they spent quite some time choosing games.. thus we did not have a chance to walk ard much.. but anyway.. i gt a game for my bro.. hope he likes it..
after tat, we ate very nice food.. lots of seafood with clayfish, crabs and prawns.. ate until sooo full... but the sugar cane juice jar was so large... haha.. lucky i ordered a medium one for myself...
haha.. we almost headed to kl cos my dear went the wrong way back... we had to ask the petrol station man for direction but ended with a joke which they created... juz sounds so stupid...
we went to boon lay touring around to countdown... just to find their jeanette aw... haha... in the end.. our countdown was at the rooftop of the carpark... haha.. worst countdown of my life man...
but had lots of fun and laughter along the way... went to micheal place there to chit chat as well.. i guessed everyone was tired and we headed home... feeling so tired now... gt to slp..
but sch is starting sooN.. haiZ...